galleyb75

thanks, I'm glad I found this site. very informative so far!

So here's the thing (I know now I'm not the only one as I read other threads on here.) I'm really looking to have a first time with another guy, giving oral and anal turn me on. Not so much the receiving oral but giving it (I love oral the most) and perhaps me being top for anal (actually I'm curious about bottoming also but more "shy" about it.) Thing is other then this I'm in no way attracted to guys. I have no desire for hugging, kissing, holding, none of that..actually thinking about kissing another guy turns me off (which seems funny even to me as I would suck him off, but not kiss him.) Though I do love women and enjoy everything with them. As companion, lover, etc. I love everything about a woman. Now..I've tried a place likes craigslist and have had several chances to meet up with a guy but have been apprehensive about doing so...mainly the whole safety/discrete thing. So what I'm asking is for any advice on how to get over the apprehensions I have and how to go about finding someone to explore it with? Anyone with similar stories? thanks oh and hello I'm new...