I haven’t had sex with my donor (baby’s father) in years but he’s like my kryptonite...we just started being fwb again and he proceeds to tell me he has a girlfriend 🤔. Also he wants me to keep this a secret...whatever when he’s my donor he can always get it. Anyway, now he’s hype and wants more...wants to take me to some fancy place let me pick someone out and he wants to watch them have sex with me? Then put me on my back and pleasure the shit out of me...what I don’t understand is why me? I’m not his girl...why does he want to do this with me and not her? He wants to do basic stuff with her and get nasty with me? Is it because he respects her and could careless about me? I’m so confused...