Yes i was, Not trying to freak anyone out but, i was molested at a very early age. I grew up in baltimore maryland and i continued to let men take advantage of me.as i got older i was interested in giving oral to men But i do not care for it now because of my young child hood.I was always very afraid someone would find out scared to death.When i married my soon to be ex i bit the bullet and told her about everything as well as my hidden desires.Sharing with her set me free of guilt now finally at 50 years old i am not ashamed any more.Just seem to be too old to get any action lol.I just wish my wife would have been into my kinks.