So I hope this is completely confidential. I am a 35 year old woman who has never been able to completely satisfy orgasm without a man. I feel as though I've always been taught that it was wrong so when I finally get to the point where I could climax I stop myself. I have always felt like I would like to try a dominated version of masturbation so that I would not be able to stop myself so I could climax. My biggest concern at the moment as with a few relationships in the past is that men can climax easily, especially with porn. My previous relationships I have determined every man likes porn, but if it gets in the way of my sexual needs because he has already taken care of himself throughout the day it becomes an issue. I have no issue with a man masturbating to porn in his spare time as long as he is taking care of his woman. When it seems like he is watching more p*** and I am not getting the attention I deserve, I get jealous, I feel like that is fair. What can I do to make my man focus more on me than his sideline activities. PS. I am a very attractive highly sexual individual. I would prefer response from Married individuals who have had a similar situation inside the relationship and have overcome it I need advice not criticism thank you.