Marquand

I've recently become frustrated with sex with my husband. It seems like we're never on the same page concerning what we like. Lately, all that seems to turn him on is just hardcore going at it and I'm more in the mood for sensual touches and slow strokes but when I try to talk to him about it all he does is get mad. He gets up and leaves and he makes me feel guilty because he says things like he can never do anything right anymore and that usually leads to me letting him have his way in the bedroom. But when we do have sex his way I don't get into it and it makes him mad. Majority of the time when we have sex his way it leaves me in tears because it makes me feel like he doesn't care whether or not I'm being pleased or not just as long as he gets his. But don't get me wrong I like those sessions sometimes but not all the time and that's what I can't get him to understand. Our last sexual encounter was somewhat mixed. It seemed like he tried it my way and I achieved an orgasm but he didn't because it wasn't how he liked it. It's almost like he's trained his body and mind into liking and wanting it one way. How do I get my voice back in the bedroom without it ending in anger and hurt and how do I accomplish us both being pleased when it comes to intercourse?

Has anyone tried the Julian Rock Hard love doll? I'm looking for something that is close to the real thing when my husband isn't home but I don't want to buy it and it turns out to be just like some of the lousy blow up dolls that I've seen. Is there a good one that someone could recommend?

I recently told my husband about my fantasy of having another person join us in the bedroom and he is open to exploring this but only if it is another female. I have tried researching this on the internet but what I would really like is to hear from people who have actually experienced a threesome. Our sex is great but we are leaning toward exploring our kinky side. Is it really a sexual relationship booster like some people say or is it just not worth it?