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I have been reading on this website for sometime now, I have read almost every article and still cannot figure out what is wrong with me. I had never had an orgasm until I started reading the articles and ordering product from this website. Then (the clouds parted) I experienced my first orgasm from masturbation. But...It seems that I will begin to orgasm and then for some ungodly reason I supress it! The last time my husband went down on me everything was going good and I was helping direct him what to do and what I liked and I was right there and then I just couldn't complete the Orgasm! What is wrong with me? I do not want to supress the orgasm, but it's like I just can't help it!! Any suggestions or help is always appreciated!