Members Andrew Posted March 10, 2018 Members Report Share Posted March 10, 2018 I'm a man and I'm married to a woman I love, but I've discovered over the years through looking at magazines and watching movies that I think muscular hung men are hot. As I've also discovered that I like to wear women's lingerie from time to time, I've started to find my feminine side and she's a wild crazy girly girl. My fantasies about men are intense. Sometimes in my dreams, I'll be laying in the bed wearing my sexy baby doll gown, and my dream man about 6-for-2, 190 pounds of muscle will come into the room. He'd pull down his paints with that big hard 9 and say you know what to do dear. I'd slowly go to him with desire in my eyes and get to work as I slide that thick meat into my mouth. After sucking his rod and playing with his balls, he'll shoot that delicious man goo in my mouth and I love every bit of it. Some times in my fantasies, I'm the bad school girl and he's the principal and a good spanking is in order along with his massive meat pounding me from behind. Other times, my fantasies about men are more pure. It'll be outdoors and my handsome dream man will be there in his suit and I'm there in my wedding dress with veil over my head and garter on my leg. He pulls the veil over my head and kisses me after the i dos and pulls the garter off and throws it into the crowd. I love it. I get excited thinking about it to the point I'm giddy. I also dream about how he treats like I want, like a lady. He opens the door for me, tells me how beautiful I am and gets me flowers especially on valentine's day. I take his last name and I'm the Mrs. I'm making sure his meals are ready when walks though door and I pleasure him anytime he wants rather its a blow job or letting him bend me over the kitchen table disciplining me with his dick. He tells me I'm the only women for him. The idea of being a wonderful wife and a special woman to a man is exciting. Nobody I know, including my wife knows I'm bi and have these thoughts. My wife is the only one I've been with. I love my wife and I hope maybe we can have some gender role reversals in the bedroom. The me everybody knows is a man that loves women. The other me is a horny woman that loves men and wants to be a princess for her prince charming. It's crazy but I have to admit I love both sides of myself. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Andrew Posted March 10, 2018 Author Members Report Share Posted March 10, 2018 In the last few months. I've thought men were attractive before as I've always loved to look at Playgirl magazine or watch gay man porn, but here in the last few months It's gotten really intense. We both grew up in more traditional religious environments, so I don't know what she would do. 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Andrew Posted March 10, 2018 Author Members Report Share Posted March 10, 2018 My wife is the only one I've been with. I've been mainly interested in girls with some attraction to good looking men. This is a side I think I've always had. We grew up environments where this was taboo, and I'm wondering if the concept of not being able to be with a man and be his woman is fueling the thoughts? 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Andrew Posted March 10, 2018 Author Members Report Share Posted March 10, 2018 That makes sense. My wife and I feel cheating is cheating no matter if it's a man or woman. She would have a problem if I hooked up with someone else either way. She would take it hard if it was a man. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Andrew Posted March 10, 2018 Author Members Report Share Posted March 10, 2018 I would love it if she would role play. I'm down for her wearing a strap on and working on me. I would like her to dominate some. I plan on keeping my fantasy a fantasy. If it doesn't work out between us I would pursue the fantasy. I need my real life relationship to work. She's awesome. It is crazy to discover a feminine side and it's like this. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Andrew Posted March 10, 2018 Author Members Report Share Posted March 10, 2018 Girlcrush, thanks for your time, concern and interest. This helps me get things together and put things into perspective. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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