The sad thing I've been trying to get answers from tarot card readings even though I love the readings. Mabye it's wishful thinking he'd go off with someone else to love and he can be happier. As for me my wish is taken take but at least I wasn't forgotten. Everyone needs the person of thier dreams in thier life it would heal the person more ways then one. I don't hate him I just hate what he has done. Yeah,everything you said sums it all up. Why do good people get abused?I finally stopped blaming myself,stopped being so sad,and recently feel happier mabye it has to do with the moon cycle and help from things I pray to. I pray to everything the universe and angels it's ok for those who don't believe. My intuition kind of sucks now because I have had this gut feeling he cheated on me the physical way I guess I'm not any better I was just doing that the mental way. I hope I'm wrong but if I'm right so be it.