[I am afraid my body is fake, is a sexual manifestation of love entirely false?]

My schizophrenia! That's how I thought you would understand me. Wow! This is important, clarification still feels better!

[I am afraid my body is fake, is a sexual manifestation of love entirely false?]

It is like nunnery sex come to life

[I am afraid my body is fake, is a sexual manifestation of love entirely false?]

Woah I am so sorry! I forgot to mention she is not a physical body omfg I feel horrible now I even thought I remembered to mention that!

[I am afraid my body is fake, is a sexual manifestation of love entirely false?]

I am schizophrenic and a lady has cum-raped my insides out and I'm losing hope that I will ever find her. I have bonded in a way it might not even be possible to cut with an equal if its not her. I feel cursed by the devil itself, I feel like she's not even alive out there. My body is destroyed. Does anyone have any evidence at all for a sexual triumph in the energy of true love? Or is everyone else doomed with a fake body as well?