A New Lover.....
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I just started talking to someone I've known for a long time but at a different level. I never imagined he would be interested in me since he never mentioned or gave any kind of sign until now. I am very nervous since he is very handsome and a much older man than me. He lives a couple hours from me and is coming to visit me soon. He wants to meet at his hotel room but I'm very nervous with him.... i feel he is way up there for me and I may not be able to perform as I would normally due to that I am very embarrased. I've known him for sooo long and he's always known me as a quiet, nice girl. I am a very quiet, nice girl but not in bed, I'm very different there.....I just feel I wont be myself since it's him and I'm so embarrased. =( I think it might be that he's older and that he'll see me as unexperienced woman or something like that......
ANYONE PLEASE HELP!!!! WHAT CAN I DO TO RELAX and just be myself and not care that it's him...I feel embarrased to show HIM my body and to do things I would normally do to others.....YIKES!!!!
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