I wish I can tie myself to the headboard of the bed with a sex pillow under my knees and have a triple penetrator rest against the sex pillow (it's made of of hard foam so it doesn't go anywhere)and I can't untie myself fast so I will be tortured by my orgasm. So I wish for a good quality triple penetrator that doesn't make much noise and looks discreet. (I have teenagers in the house that are curious and have bonic ears.) Then I wish for a wrist bondage that I can't get undone very fast. But that's second priority. The triple penetrator could look something like this: