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Hey guys! this is all new to me so I guess I will try not to make an idiot of myself. I have been fighting with the sexual urges of wanting to suck cock and have sex with men. I love women but I also find certain men a big turn on and want to have sex with them. Now that I am older I think I have come to realize that I will always love sucking cock if given the chance and live with it. I am not gay I just love it when I get the chance to suck on a sexy hard beautiful yummy cock in hopes that if I do it right I will get the warm yummy creamy reward that cums with it and not just a little but a lot. Anyone out there with these same symptoms?????

Hunny! I'm a guy and I love women but I also love sucking cock and the first time I blew one of my best friends he blew his load in my mouth and it was a weird sensation but I knew he had blew his load in my mouth so I went with it and swallowed it and kept on sucking him off and about an hour later he came in my mouth again and I swallowed all he had to give me and he loved it. If you're going to commit to sucking a mans cock be prepared to swallow his load when he cums as that's what it's all about that's the reward.

Though I love women and having sex with women I have always wanted to buy a weekend where I have myself and six other men well hung horny men at my disposal to do with what I want to. I have from Friday at 12:00 noon til Sunday night 12;00 midnight to get my rocks off with all six guys. I know the first thing I would do is take each guy and make him blow his load into my mouth for me to swallow before we even got started with the rest of the weekend. I would love to have two to three of the guys take me into a room and just fuck me and do me hard the way I know I would love to be done by three sexy well hung guys. I would let them do whatever they wanted to me no questions asked and I would love every virgin new experience of it until I had them all in me. I never thought I would want another man to fuck me but I would love to have the chance to experience what that would feel like and if I ever get the chance I'm gonna go for it big time, but nothing beats having your lips wrapped around another man's hard throbbing sexy cock that's for sure.

There was another time when I was in very good shape physically and I could almost suck myself off and was trying very hard to achieve this but couldn't. One time I was jerking myself off and just before I blew my load I through my legs up over me and jerked off into my mouth most went on my face but it was as it was happening and it tasted so yummy and was such a turn on, I must try that again.

I know exactly how you feel about the sensation going away once you blow your load, intention are the very best so is the desire and lust. I once came in a rubber and after awhile I got horny again and started to jerk off again and remembered the rubber full of my cum and I swallowed all the cum that was in the rubber and still jerked off because I was so fucking horny and the cum was there already for me to swallow. There has been other times where I have just went through with it and swallowed my load once I blew my load jerking off because I had to and I like the taste of my cum i just wish I could suck myself off then I would be taking my load three to four times a day as I loved the taste of it. Try cumming into a rubber and waiting for about forty minutes and then start to jerk off again you'll enjoy your load, trust me, glad I'm not alone with this. Thanx for sharing