ryo

Well uh, I guess Ihave a weird case. I'm 20 and had a steady boyfriend from the time I was about 16 till last year. We had plenty of sex, andI had fun doing it, but Im pretty sure I never actually climaxed. And Ive tried myself...but that doesn't do anything either. I get really hot...but nuthing really happens in the end. I've heard alot of people say that you dont experience orgasms easily until you've finally had your first and then after that it comes much easier... I hope so. Anyway my slightly embarassing question... I have been single since last year, and I wont sleep with just any guy, so I find myself getting very lonely. I was thinking about buying a toy, but since its so hard for me to orgasm i figured that a normal one wont do. I think I need a vibrator. Does anyone know if it will make a difference? As well, Im slightly allergic to latex. It hurts me, and I have read that jelly is no good. Is this true? Or is a jelly vibrator okay? I would prefer a not so expensive one. And one that wont be dry. hmm...any suggestions? I would greatly appreciate the help. I've never done this before.