I started to masturbate when I was out of a relationship with a man & found that I can bring myself to intense pleasure every time & I too thought that it was dirty & a sin. We are sexual beings & there is nothing wrong with it. I have multiple orgasms when I masturbate, I have been experimenting with different sex toys & found the clit stimulator ones are my favorites. They are a guaranteed orgasm, & I have to admit sometimes preferred over a man because of that.