Hi Beautifullatina!!!! Welcome and don't be bashful. You can say anything on here and also show just about anything too. O and have a Merry Christmas too!!!
First you need to buy some small butt plugs , also you need to give yourself a nice warm enema , also get some really slick lube and just start out small and before you know it you will be wanting giant dildos in you ass !!!!!!!
Put some Viagra in his coffee on the morning he doesn't go to work. I promise he will be trying to fuck anything with a hole, including yours, he will take the doorknobs out the door!!!!! Lol!!!