I'm a man and I'm married to a woman I love, but I've discovered over the years through looking at magazines and watching movies that I think muscular hung men are hot. As I've also discovered that I like to wear women's lingerie from time to time, I've started to find my feminine side and she's a wild crazy girly girl. My fantasies about men are intense. Sometimes in my dreams, I'll be laying in the bed wearing my sexy baby doll gown, and my dream man about 6-for-2, 190 pounds of muscle will come into the room. He'd pull down his paints with that big hard 9 and say you know what to do dear. I'd slowly go to him with desire in my eyes and get to work as I slide that thick meat into my mouth. After sucking his rod and playing with his balls, he'll shoot that delicious man goo in my mouth and I love every bit of it. Some times in my fantasies, I'm the bad school girl and he's the principal and a good spanking is in order along with his massive meat pounding me from behind. Other times, my fantasies about men are more pure. It'll be outdoors and my handsome dream man will be there in his suit and I'm there in my wedding dress with veil over my head and garter on my leg. He pulls the veil over my head and kisses me after the i dos and pulls the garter off and throws it into the crowd. I love it. I get excited thinking about it to the point I'm giddy. I also dream about how he treats like I want, like a lady. He opens the door for me, tells me how beautiful I am and gets me flowers especially on valentine's day. I take his last name and I'm the Mrs. I'm making sure his meals are ready when walks though door and I pleasure him anytime he wants rather its a blow job or letting him bend me over the kitchen table disciplining me with his dick. He tells me I'm the only women for him. The idea of being a wonderful wife and a special woman to a man is exciting. Nobody I know, including my wife knows I'm bi and have these thoughts. My wife is the only one I've been with. I love my wife and I hope maybe we can have some gender role reversals in the bedroom. The me everybody knows is a man that loves women. The other me is a horny woman that loves men and wants to be a princess for her prince charming. It's crazy but I have to admit I love both sides of myself.