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Open to hear any thoughts on these. VID_20200222_082329674~3.mp4

I am grateful to be the person I have become and love the person she is minus what we've become together. The only thing I can think of to force the situation to be addressed is to get my needs fulfilled by someone else. I'm wondering if anyone else has been in a similar situation and how it played out for them. The only options I see is to get my needs met or wait. I think waiting may be worse because waiting has a plethora of variables. Wait until I mess seek out other females? Wait until the kids are grown just to call it quits? Wait until someone else replaces me? This is the challenge. She doesn't crave any physical touch after having children, multiple medical interventions have failed to produce any positive results. I have a dark past which is no secret which she witnessed and was by my side through it all. I was not always the man I am today and with all medical options explored, I'm beginning to think that guilt/shame for staying with me through dark years is manifesting as her "getting off" by withholding the physical part I need. We have always been polar opposites, but without intimacy, the man I used to be is starting to seem much more appealing than the good man I am. Since "I was always the problem" it feels like she's creating the chaos that no longer is created by me.

She doesn't crave any physical touch after having children, multiple medical interventions have failed to produce any positive results. I have a dark past which is no secret which she witnessed and was by my side through it all. I was not always the man I am today and with all medical options explored, I'm beginning to think that guilt/shame for staying with me through dark years is manifesting as her "getting off" by withholding the physical part I need. We have always been polar opposites, but without intimacy, the man I used to be is starting to seem much more appealing than the good man I am. Since "I was always the problem" it feels like she's creating the chaos that no longer is created by me.

You got that curve!

Very nice chesticles.

I'd love to perform it daily and crave to receive it daily... Only once in a blood moon does it ever seem to take place.

Same thing as well except I'm a male.

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Should be part of a daily routine. Yet I do not make time for this as circumstances present as more important than self-care during this season in life. What are your self-care rituals and/or routines? VID_20200222_082329674~3.mp4

Just wondering what people think about this. It's underutilized in my relationship so I've been the only one who "appreciates" what I have to offer. Please give honest feedback, I'm not made of glass.

I can only imagine. Thanks for the perspective on another post where you stated that men notice these instead of your eyes. I'm always conscience in my professional setting to focus on eyes. Maybe I'll focus on them as well while not in a professional setting.

New here. In a sexless relationship, going on 8 years married for 6, not looking to replace anyone, but at a loss. Open to chat about anything, hoping for advice, and open to anything that possibly gives insight to bringing change or new perspective. Kik is same username.