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thanks for your reply to my somewhat problem. no my problem. I didn't expand on it but now i will. hubby dosen't lie to give oral sex. Recieve. of course what man dosen't. I have talked to him many times about it.MANY I even went as far as telling him what i like giving him details on how to etc.. Used flavors etc to make it better hell I give up and I am a clean person so that not why. he says he just dosen't like it. My x and myself have a 22yr old son together and we just got in contact with each other after 20 years cause of medical reasons. He had a pacemaker put in at the age of 40. We have JUST TALKED and e-mailed. Hes unhapply married but is going to counseling. Yes I think we should go talk to someone if he will do it. thanks for listening K

I'm new here. But I'm glad I'm not alone in this. I think about my x during sex. Sometime I wish he was in the room giving my husband instructions!! It was the best oral I ever had. And I do think of him when my toys come out and I'm alone. Am I bad or normal? HELP