Big Marsha

Maybe i am traumatized in high school, but i finally embraced my kink. I admit that i am hoping to bump into this woman groper Sinead more often. I wanna get groped in public by Sinead more often. I want to be a target for that type of women. Any woman can touch me through clothes.I love the excitement of groping.I think it feels good because i know i wouldn't take it farther, because i am not sexually attracted to these small weird women gropers. These women think it's ok to grab my ass or squeeze my breasts, they're just probably even more bold because they think they can get away with doing something like that more than than men can. Its a matter of time until they dare to go to the next level. I can only imagine myself in a commitment with a man. I can't find women attractive. I let these small women to grope me, but I’m never attracted to them. Emotionally and physically women just didn’t do it for me. I do enjoy groping from women, but i am not attracted to women. . Most of my fall/winter outfit are pencil high waist pants and skirts satin and satin and silk blouses. I am always on high heels with full make up on. I wear almost my satin and silk blouses fully buttoned to the top . I don’t wear anything vulgar but because of my body type anything I wear looks tight on me. I wear more revealing/ cleavage clothes in spring/summer.

Also I'm afraid of menopause. Truth is I'm frightened. This question is always around - will my desire be totally killed with menopause? Or it's possible/it happens to go through it and still wanna have sex ? I have become really insecure about my looks and overall attractiveness. I am petrified when thinking of menopause. I can't imagine what menopause would to do me. Maybe that is why i enjoy the attention and groping in public by these weird small skinny women?

I got heavily groped by Sinead in the past week. 5 days ago i attended this book club meeting at the local bookshop. I was wearing a purple long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into tight pink satin pants and 5 inch heels purple shoes. I had full make up on. I left my coat in my car. Sinead walked in. She walked up to me and said . . "Hello Marsha" leered Sinead. "Fancy meeting you here. uuuu i love your blouse. Marsha you are always so elegant and classy. All this satin. You are always so shiney. You look so glammed up ". Then this short skinny weird woman Sinead started to get handsy with me. She was lightly rubbing my arm with her arm around me, or gently caressing my back. It was odd. Then she sat next to me on my left side . I let her hand roam my entire back. When i got up to talk about the book, her hand was on my ass and she lightly squeezed it for the first time. The book club meeting ended. I was mingling and chatting with the other women, I felt somebody grab my ass I looked back and it was Sinead I wanted to tell her to stop but I just couldn’t speak so I just shook my head at her she creepily smiled back at me and she subtly kept squeezing my ass and trying to rub her fingers on the outside of my pussy I ended up kinda enjoying it so I just let it happen. I felt wrong for this but the thrill and excitement of doing it right there with all those women around was so thrilling. Eventually I had to go . Sinead followed me. So we turn down the hall and she gets closer as we're walking and suddenly I feel her hand on my cheek, gently stroking my ass! I laughed a bit and played it off, and that made her even more forward and she squeezed and groped my cheek harder. I didn't want to encourage her too much , but I was horny enough that I didn't shut it down . We walked out of the bookshop. I paused in front of her car and murmured that we'd reached her stop, but Sinead reached up with her both hands and gave my breasts a good rub and a poke. Then she leaned in for a hug , while hugging me she was pressing her face on my breasts and rubbing her hands from my back to my ass. Finally i pulled out of her arms and walked towards my car. . 4 days ago my neighbor Regina hosted a neighborhood women in wine party . I came earlier to help. I was wearing gold long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into tight red high waist satin pants and 5 inch gold shoes. I had full make up on. Sinead arrived. I was in the kitchen helping when the small ginger Sinead greeted me and offered to help. Initially we were having casual conversation, until she stood really close behind me. I was half bent over. She slowly started to rub against my ass, still continuing the conversation. I did find it exciting. Her hands even made her way to my boobs, groping them. This went on for a few minutes before she stopped. As the party went on, walking by, occasionally this small weird women Sinead would grope my boobs or grope my ass. This went on the whole party where she would occasionally sneak a grope. It was exciting and I was very turned on by it. It doesn’t help my that my nipples are sensitive too. . Three days ago i was standing in the middle of my store, chatting with these two women my employees . I was wearing wearing a white long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into tight high waist red satin pants and 5 inch heels purple shoes. I had full make up on. This small woman Sinead walked in, walked up to me and gave both my boobs a smack from above, smack smack, real quick . I did not see this coming and I didn't know how to react. Then we started chatting. So we were chatting for the next 7/8 minutes or so when Sinead squeezed my ass with her right hand. Then Sinead JIGGLED my breasts with her both hands while she stood in front of me. And my employees just stood there watching. I enjoyed the weirded look on my employees face while this small skinny weird woman Sinead groped me, lol. Then she asked for a hug and just cupped my ass with her both hands. She pressed her face against my breasts. She overly complimented me . I was so in shock I didn’t know what to do. But tbh I absolutely loved it. It really gave me a rush and turned me on. I instantly played a little in the restroom. Loved the rush it gave me. . Yesterday on my way home i stopped at the grocery store. I was wearing a black long fur coat over my shoulders, a purple long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black cotton pencil skirt, sheer lace hold up nylon stockings and 5 inch heels purple shoes. I had full make up on. I had my hair up. I walked out of the store with bags of groceries in my hands. I walked towards my car. Sinead was there on the parking lot . She walked over and started chatting with me. Then she started casually grabbing my breasts. She did even more. I decided to just let her do it at that point, so she pinched my nipples through my blouse and bra and squeezed my breasts really hard while she was chatting with me. People saw, but they didn't do or say anything about it. It was not particularly crowded on the parking lot, probably about 7/8 people in sight, but I caught a few stares. I was just standing there tall and still with bags of groceries in my hands in the middle of the parking lot, letting it happen and even chatting with this small skinny weird ginger women. Then Sinead said "i gotta go." and she finally stopped rubbing/squeezing my breasts and went inside the store . I'm struggling for my life right now with how strongly I'm reacting to these silly experiences. I have no clue why but i just love being groped in public places by this short skinny inferior woman Sinead and just wanted to post and admit that i love it. I enjoy the feeling of being used and treated like a giant toy by this woman Sinead in front of every one. It’s so embarrassing but I can’t get enough of it. I love the attention. I love how it feels. My former employee Lisa betrayed me and did me a favor at the same time.

This known lesbian Sinnead became my new groper. My former employee Lisa betrayed me and did me a favor at the same time. My boyfriend's aunt Gwen heavily groped me only on three occasions back in November/December 2022 ( i wrote everything in details about these situations here in this thread) than she got in a huge fight with her sister my boyfriend's mother and she left. I haven't seen Gwen the groper since December 2022. But my employee Lisa witnessed one grope fest with Gwen at my B&B and she was very curious . So i opened up to her and i told her everything about me and my kink( that i love getting groped by other women. ) In September 2023 i fired Lisa. So about a month ago on my way home i stopped at the grocery store. I was wearing a pink long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into tight pink satin pants and 5 inch purple shoes. I had full make up on. I saw my former employee Lisa standing there with this nice divorced woman in her early 50s Mary and with this really short like 5 ft 3 skinny kinda masculine woman in her mid 40s her cousin Sinead who is a known lesbian . She has carrot-top red unkempt hair, very thin lips and green eyes. She also has the pale skin typical of her coloring. A rash of pimples completes the picture. They walked up to me and started chatting. Then this small ginger Sinead gestures to my chest and said. " Marsha i've always admired you. I love your clothes. Wow. Your blouse is so shiney. You always look so glammed up and classy. You are a great woman. You are so tall, big and soft. I am fascinated with your size. You are a colossal woman. You are a giant elegant classy woman . I am mesmerized by your vastness.I can't stop staring at the size and the shape of your tits through this satin blouse. Uh, do you mind if I...?" she asked me. "Certainly not, help yourself," my former employee Lisa answered for me. "Marsha is letting other women to grope her. She don't mind. The girls in her high school days were groping her all they wanted. I witnessed myself . She was getting groped left and right by her boyfriend's aunt Gwen at the B&B about a year ago. Marsha is enjoying groping by other women. It is her kink. She told me herself. " . Sinead reached up towards my breasts with one trembling hand. Her hand touched my right breast. Her hand looked small against the backdrop of my vast boob. "Squeeze them," urged Lisa. "Have a good feel. Marsha don't mind. " Sinead's fingers sunk into my right breast as she gave my tit a squeeze. She tenderly groped my right breast and then shifted her hand over to my left for a comparing squeeze and feel. "That's enough, We are in the middle of a grocery store for christ sake. " Lisa said . Her cousin immediately pulled her hand away and stepped back. The four of us continued chatting like nothing happened for the next 2/3 minutes or so. Then i had to go. As i turned my back on them, Sinead didn't seek my permission. She reached down from behind me and cupped my right buttock in her palm, giving it a light squeeze through the satin pants. I gasped and walked away. About 15 minutes later I walked out of the store with bags of groceries in my hands. This short skinny weird woman Sinead was there on the parking lot waiting for me. She came RUSHING up when she saw me. She said to me "uuuu Marsha i love your blouse and pants . All these pink satin. You are a soft giantess. Lisa told me everything about your kink. I will grope you on every occasion . I've always wanted to grope you. This is great" Then she reached out and grabbed my tits, groping them to her heart's content, her small, pale hands running all over them. " Wow Marsha. Your boobs are so soft and pliable. They are hell of a lot of fun to play with. Sinead tried to keep a straight face as she groped and squezed my tits through my blouse and bra. I sighed deeply in a futile attempt to appear to not care about the situation, but Sinead could tell i was getting a little turned on Sinead decided to move on from groping my tits and moved her hands down to my hips. I said that i must go . As i took a few steps ahead and Sinead followed me closely, she put a hand on my left ass cheek, squeezing it I froze at her touch. Sinead gave my ass cheek a slap, to which i yelped involuntarily. "Keep walking Marsha." she said Sinead continued to walk ahead, stiffly and slowly, as she happily groped away at my behind the whole way, sometimes giving me a spank if i was being slow and reaching round to play with my tits or run her hands over my curves whenever she felt like it. Eventually we reached my car, Sinead turned around and walked away. And ooooh... I loveeeed getting my breasts and ass rubbed and squeezed by this ginger weirdo Sinead there in the middle of the parking lot. It turned me on so much!!! My pussy got so so wet. Specially knowing that I was in public and people on the parking lot were not sure what's going on! . Three days later on my way home i stopped at the grocery store. I was wearing a red long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black satin pants and 5 inch heels red shoes. I had full make up on. I had my hair up. I walked out of the store with bags of groceries in my hands. I walked towards my car when i felt a hand on my ass. I immediately stiffened. I felt the hand squeeze as i spun around. I turned to see none other than this weird small skinny ginger woman Sinead , smirking at me. . "Hello Marsha, wow you are always so glammed up and classy" leered Sinead. "Fancy meeting you here. uuuu i love your blouse. Marsha you are so elegant and classy. All this red satin. Sorry . I just can't help it." She reached up and started rubbing my breasts with her both small hands, giving them an exploratory light squeezes. I turned my head away , as Sinead rubbed and lightly squeezed my breasts. People have seen it happen. It was not particularly crowded on the parking lot, probably about 5/6 people in sight, but I caught a few stares. Sinead's groping hands continued to roam over my breasts. Sinead started rambling about her hard life. Her hands were still rubbing my breasts. I was just standing there tall, still and silent with bags of groceries in my hands in the middle of the parking lot, letting it happen. Then she said "I gotta go. My sister is waiting for her groceries" and finally stopped rubbing my breasts and went inside the store . . Two days later on my way home i stopped at the grocery store. I was wearing a white long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into tight black leather pants and 5 inch heels white shoes. I had full make up on. I had my hair up. Sinead was there. She smiled and waved at me. I waved her back. About 5 minutes later i was leaning over checking products on the bottom shelf. As this small weird ginger Sinead walked past she saw that i was bent over, rifling through one of the shelves . As she moved past me she reached out and patted my ass. "Oh Sinead!" i yelped in surprise at the pat, jerking myself upright and spinning around to face her. "Just a little pat . Patting between friends is normal" she "assured" me, doing her best to look nonchalant. "Oh, okay," i replied. "Great," Sinead replied, grinning widely. Then she reached around and gave me another quick pat on the butt and then she hurried headed for the meat section. About 3/4 minutes later, Sinead rubbed my breasts with her right hand as she was walking by me between the racks in the middle of the grocery store. She didn't even say a word or make eye contact or anything. About 7/8 minutes later outside on the parking Sinead walked pass me she looked up and went “ooooohhhh! Marsha your boobs are humongous .!” And preceded to literally rub my breasts with her both hands as she and I walked pass each other. It was all I could do to giggle as I opened the car door and quickly got in. Sinead walked to her car. I put the bags of groceries on my back seat and rushed away.. A week later on my way home i stopped at the grocery store. I was wearing a red long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black leather pants and 5 inch heels red shoes. I had full make up on. So i got out of my car, when this small ginger Sinead showed up and walked up to me. She asked me. "Why are you not wearing a coat Marsha. You are always coatless. Why? It is freezing cold for christ sake ?" " I left my coat in my car as always. " I answered Then Sinead reached up with her both hands ( she is literally as tall as my chest) and grabbed both my tits and fondled them through my blouse and bra for a few minutes there in the middle of the parking lot. People passed by, staring. It was not particularly crowded on the parking lot, probably about 7/8 people in sight, but I caught a few stares. i didn't stop her either. I almost thanked her because i got so wet and i wanted her to continue but when she stopped she spun me around and slapped my ass before dissappearing, it was so hot. It was super embarrassing but i really really enjoyed it. I was so wet I had to change my underwear. About two weeks ago on my way home i stopped at the drugstore. I was wearing a black and white striped long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black leather leggings and 5 inch heels black shoes. I had my long black fur coat over my shoulders. I had full make up on. This small ginger Sinead walked out of the drugstore . I got out of my car. She walked up to me and said" Hi Marsha. Happy new year and merry christmas . You have such a regal bearing. You are so shiney. You always look so glammed up. You are finally wearing a coat. You have a beautiful coat. Wow. The size difference between us is beyond comical. "Those are perfect Marsha. Too perfect. Alright, I'm sorry, but they can't be left alone." Saying this, the small pale creepy ginger Sinead, started to reach for my breasts ( her face was exactly the level of my breasts). "Yeah, this is too good to pass up. Let me feel them for a bit. "she said. "Okay you.....OH!" Her small hands moved onto my breasts.... eagerly groping them. She used both hands to cup and squeeze my breasts. She rubbed her hands in little circles, intensifying the pressure, then backing off, then intensifying it again. This small creepy ginger woman Sinead wasn't just grabbing my breasts. She was lightly massaging my breasts and admiring them. I was sighing occasionally, sometimes looking away, only to look back down at her hands doing their work on my boobs. This elderly couple were watching through the glass from the drugstore. They were shocked. It was just awkward. I was just standing there stiff as a board while she was feeling up my boobs . Also my coat was over my shoulders(balancing a coat on your shoulders isn’t easy. Your shoulders must remain lifted, keeping the luxe fabric from slipping off and down your back.) She finally stopped rubbing my breasts and walked away . I walked inside the drugstore. . So as i said my former employee Lisa betrayed me and did me a favor at the same time. The groping by her ginger cousin Sinead in public is like such a regular occurance now. I love that. Love being the groping slut . I am becoming a giant groping toy for this short skinny creepy woman Sinead. Uff, I love that. That hungry look on her ugly face. Sinead wanting to touch my boobs and ass all the time. So far Lisa's cousin Sinead groped me on 5 occasions I seriously would love to be touched or groped by Sinead in public, possibly even more. I love being groped by Sinead in public. I am feeling wet just thinking about it. When these gropings happen, the humiliation I feel is genuine and sudden, it's like, "did she really just groped me?" It makes me feel like a complete doormat. It makes me wonder what is wrong with me that I allow someone to treat me this way. But then when I reflect on those moments later, my masochism kicks in and I feel turned on. Even more, I seek those moments out. The loss of control is exhilarating. I am loving it!!

Having big breasts isn't all roses, the back pain and not being able to wear certain tops is hard. I have very large breasts. Women always say how they want a boob job but they haven't a clue as to what all the implications are of having large boobs are.You cant find clothes that fit. Bras are expensive. Its a nightmare getting dresses and stuff too. There are dresses that I can never wear because, while on someone with smaller breasts it would look ok, on me it looks vulgar. I wear almost always my satin and silk blouses fully buttoned to the top combined with a skirt or pants. I don't wear anything vulgar but because of my body type anything i wear looks tight on me. And so many people look at my breasts rather than in the eyes while talking... The biggest problem I have is with sleeping. I can't sleep on my front because they end up all tender and I can't sleep on my back because they're really heavy so I sleep on my sides. Also running is hell. People with regular boobs just don't understand at all. i cant wear strappy, strapless (puh-lease - as if) halter, braless, plunge, anything skimpy. The moment its short and strappy then gah - i look slutty. Bathing suits is a nightmare to purchase. Big breasts need support in a bathing suit.

You are right about Gwen. She is socially awkward to the point of illness.

i enjoy being publicly groped by this older small creepy woman Gwen. But why? I am STRICTLY hetero. I've never had any desire to do anything sexual with a female. I am a straight woman, I love men, simple! Also to be honest this touchy feely woman Gwen is ugly, creepy and repulsive to me. I am a logical, thinking woman, college-educated. So i accept that something is wrong with me. My mixed feelings are confusing to me but my submissive reactions encourage Gwen and other gropers. As you say, if i truly wanted to stop them, i could. There is a big part of me that enjoys the attention from them. Maybe i secretly like being publicly humiliated.

I really have a problem with being able to say "no" to this type of women(short,older,masculine,skinny) . I'm aware that being groped by strangers without giving consent beforehand is not a playful and lighthearted incident. Most people hate it when others touch there boobs or ass. But i just like being groped. But these small tiny older women gropers are ugly and repulsive to me. Also i am strictly hetero. This is so confusing. I guess the girls did a number on me in high school. My breasts and butt have been grabbed numerous times in jest by other women. But I just laugh uncomfortably and try to be as dismissive of the situation as possible when these women are groping me and touching me. I just automatically want to do everything possible to keep conflict down with these women and I sacrifice my dignity for it. I have gotten groped way too many times by random short skinny women. Maybe i feel safe because they seem harmless to me. I am much bigger and physically stronger than these gropers. Maybe subconsciously i know that these short skinny women are not physically threatening to me at all, and the chances that these handsy women could actually rape me are virtually nil. For some reason i cannot, do not, fight this type of women off as i would some male who groped me. An interesting observation, just about all the women who have done this to me were small breasted, short and skinny. I've never had tall curvy women, tall butch lesbian or a fat woman do anything like that, its the really short skinny women that do the groping. I don't understand why? Maybe because they are total opposite of me. These predatory women gropers are physically completely harmless. They are not not tough and strong. They don't look intimidating. Most of these gropers are creepy and weird, but they are just short, skinny, tiny older women. I am physically stronger than these women.

Because I was physically getting aroused by it. I enjoyed the arousal I felt mounting in my body while Gwen was rubbing me and groping me. I had gotten pleasure out of it. To be honest physically, I wanted it. But did the fact that part of me desired her touch mean I had consented to it? What is wrong with me? I am so confused about my sexuality.

Again I was physically getting aroused by it. I enjoyed the arousal I felt mounting in my body while Gwen was rubbing me and groping me. I had gotten pleasure out of it. To be honest physically, I wanted it. But did the fact that part of me desired her touch mean I had consented to it? What is wrong with me? I am so confused about my sexuality.

I got groped and aroused again. Yesterday I arrived at the B&B. I was wearing my long black fur coat, a pink long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black satin pants, and 5 inch heels black shoes. I had full make up on. I got out of my car. My employee was standing on the porch with my boyfriend's aunt Gwen . I walked up to them. This small pale woman said to me " Hi Marsha. So you are the owner of this place. You have such a regal bearing. You are always so elegant. My nephew is a lucky guy" I thanked her for the compliments and walked inside. I handed my coat to this woman my employee, she hung it on a coat hanger. I turned my back on her and walked into the living room. I introduced myself to these elderly couple our guests. So the three of us had a casual conversation. Then i walked over to the front desk and i started talking with my employee. Than this small pale woman Gwen walked over to me reached up with her both small wrinkly hands and started to rub my upper breasts. This weird small old skinny woman Gwen didn’t say anything at first she was just slowly rubbing my upper breasts. Then she said . " You are a such a massive woman; but don't worry. You carry your chubbiness well." She continued chatting with me. This weird small old skinny woman Gwen was slowly rubbing my upper breasts with her both hands and continued chatting with me and my employee. This weirdo woman Gwen asked a bunch of nosy questions too. She just kept rubbing my upper breasts !!! For the whole conversation!!! Finally she said that she needs to pee, she removed her hands from my upper breasts and went to the restroom. About 5 minutes later I was in the kitchen. My employee and this 79 year old woman our guest were sitting at the table and chatting. I just stood there in the middle of the kitchen . The conversation between my employee and our guest continued. I contributed to the chatter. Than this small skinny pale Gwen walked into the kitchen and started kinda circling , but she stopped behind me. She just stood behind me. All of a sudden I felt her hand rest on my upper back, I tensed up but i didn' t move away from it. The contact had been deliberate, nothing like an accidental brush of the hand that can happen in such situations. I let out my breath and willed myself to relax. This small woman Gwen must have mistaken the lack of a vocal protest as a positive sign and placed her other hand on my back, and she started slowly rubbing her both hands up and down my back. My lack of protest must have only served to boost her confidence, so she just kept slowly rubbing her both small hands up and down my back. Then this weird small Gwen stopped rubbing my back, moved around in front of me, started to rub my upper arms with her both hands and we started talking pretty good-naturedly about B&B stuff. She just proceeded to rub my upper arms with her both hands. My employee and our guest were sitting at the table, continued their conversation like nothing was happening.Than I said " I need to pee. " Gwen finally stopped rubbing my upper arms and said" Ok Marsha. " sat at the table and joined the conversation. I went to the restroom. I got out of the restroom walked into the living room, i sat on this indoor bench and started talking to these two women my guests about the weather. Gwen walked into the living room, sat next to me on my left side and joined the conversation. At one point, as she was sitting next to me on my left side this weird small woman Gwen just started stroking my back with her right hand. She rubbed my back with her right hand while the four of us had a conversation for a FULL TEN MINUTES, just slowly rubbing all over it including the top of my butt. So this small creepy woman Gwen just kept rubbing my back with her right hand for like 10 minutes. It was awkward, so i finally got up and said "i just need to stretch my legs." . I circled the room for like 5 minutes, than i just stopped and stood there listening to this woman my guest talking about her son and his kids, then Gwen got up, walked up to me and started rubbing my back with her left hand and rubbing my upper right arm and shoulder with her right hand. One of the women guests made an off- handed comment about how it IS, in fact, weird. But Gwen just proceeded to rub my back with her left hand and rub my upper right arm and shoulder with her right hand for like 5 minutes, while i just stood there listening to my guest talking like nothing weird was happening. Then Gwen practically sat me on the indoor bench, she sat next to me on my left side placed her right hand on my back and started rubbing. I kept talking to these women my guests like nothing weird was happening. They seemed weirded out by Gwen's behaviour, but they ignored that and said/did nothing as if nothing was happening. So Gwen spent ages rubbing my back all over with her right hand. Finally she removed her hand from my back. About 5 minutes later i got up, said "i am going to the kitchen." But this small weird Gwen got up and said " I will walk with you Marsha" She just linked her right arm in mine while we walked , and it was so uncomfortable. So we walked to the diner. So she talked and we walked a, her arm hooked on mine. We walked in the kitchen. My employee was sitting at the table. Than Gwen pulled her arm out of my arm and placed her hands on my sides. I started chatting with my employee, this small skinny woman Gwen , reached up and put one hand on each of my shoulders. She slowly moved her hands down my back She continued moving up and down my back. She was literally massaging my back . My employee was finding it strange that i wasn't opposing this small skinny woman Gwen in any manner. Gwen just kept pushing these long strokes with her both hands from my lower back up to my shoulders. She continued working her palms into my shoulders, upper back and lower back while i was chatting with this woman my employee. Then Gwen finally stopped rubbing my back and put her right arm around me, and rested her hand on my right hip and joined the conversation. Then she lowered her hand down further, and rested her palm square on my right butt cheek. I did nothing to stop this brazen move. I just kept chatting. Gwen's hand did more than rest – her palm slowly circled my ass. This small skinny woman Gwen moved her palm all over my butt and said "i need to pee.", before moving away from me. I walked out of the kitchen into the living room over to the elderly couple my guests and started chatting with them. Gwen walked out of the restroom and started circling Suddenly i felt a presence behind me. I turned around to see this small skinny woman Gwen standing too close. She smiled kindly and i smiled back kindly in a pityingly sweet way . I turned back and continued chatting with the elderly couple. About a minute later I felt a hand travelling up the side of my right thigh. The touch was ever-so-light, progressing at a snail pace. I adjusted my stance, slightly parting my leg in a sort of gesture of compliance. Gwen was now palming by each butt cheeks in turn. And so I just stood there chatting with the elderly couple for what must have been five minutes or so with this short skinny older woman Gwen massaging my butt cheeks with her both hands through my satin pants and panties. Anyway, all of a sudden it just stopped. I looked around. Touchy feely Gwen was circling the living room. My employee was behind the counter. I walked over to her and started chatting. This small weird Gwen walked over and we started talking pretty good-naturedly about B&B stuff. Suddenly things went left when she reached up (her face was exactly the level of my breasts) and started rubbing and stroking my breasts with her both hands. She smiled as this woman my employee stared in frozen horror, petting my whole front side a as if I were a poodle, then said turning away, “I gotta go. I have things to do. ” Then she walked out of the B&B, and she left. My employee and the elderly couple my guests were obviously weirded out, but they didn't say anything.. Again i was extremely aroused while she was touching me. Why?

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But why am I enjoying it? I must be traumatized. I am enjoy it but i am not not physically attracted to these gropers. Most recently my boyfriend's aunt Gwen groped me on two occasions. About three weeks ago they had a family gathering for his aunt's 55 birthday party in a restaurant. My boyfriend's mother took her sister Gwen in about a month ago. She lives in her garage. My boyfriend says his aunt Gwen has been suffering from anxiety and depression for a number of years now. He says that she is too socially awkward and his mother want her sister Gwen at the very least to be able to socialize when she has to. He says that Gwen doesn’t understand what kinds of things aren’t really okay to do/say in social situations, she thinks that nobody likes her, and has struggled to find enjoyment in anything or have anything ‘to look forward to. We arrived there. I was wearing this red satin blouse buttoned up to the top, tucked into black satin pants and 5inch heels black shoes. I left my coat in the car. I had full make up on. My boyfriend introduced me to his aunt Gwen. I hate to use words as harsh as ugly, but Gwen would have to be described as very plain at best, but more accurately, unattractive. She is a nerdy, geeky type of a woman in both looks and actions. She is about 5 ft 3 in tall and extremely skinny to the point of being cadaverous. Her legs are like twigs and her arms are equally as painfully thin, terminating in bony hands. Gwen has no womanly shape at all. She has no hips, a tiny scraggy butt and her chest are as flat as a pancake. Probably she weighs no more than ninety pounds. Gwen is extremely pale to the point of being as white as alabaster. It is as if she had never seen daylight. She has a very thin face with a long, protruding, bony nose, on top of which sits a large pair of dark rimmed, thick lens glasses. Her hair is mousy color, mid length and extremely lank and oily in appearance, as though it was in need of a good wash. Her mouth is quite large and her lips are very thin, exposing a very prominent pair of buck teeth which protruded over her lower lip. Unfortunately, all of these features make her "rodent looking". She wore long, loose-fitting long sleeve T-shirt, jeans and sneakers. . We sat at the table. I was hungry, so i ate fast. I finished eating and got up. I went to the restroom. I took my time at the mirror and fixed my makeup. These two other random women in the restroom were fixing their make up. Then my boyfriend's aunt Gwen walked in. "i love your blouse. You are so elegant and over dressed. With your hair up. Your clothes are so shiny. You are so polished and shiny in this flashy satin clothes on your high heels. Your blouse is so tucked into your pants. "she glanced at my breasts occasionally," Just as a part of my hillbilly psychology I have a dumb question. Why are you so overdressed, on high heels with full make up on? You are dressed in satin head to toe, for Christ sake. These fancy clothes must be expensive. Are you rich? Please be honest. " she asked me. "I am always dressed up to the max "I always prefer my blouses to be tucked in. It makes the look neater." I answered. And then I felt Gwen's hand grabbing my ass. I just ignored it. Then she grabbed my ass with her other hand and started moving both her hands groping both of my cheeks. Then this short skinny rodent looking woman Gwen moved one hand up to my breasts and started groping me. I was just standing stiff as a board for 5/6 minutes saying no word while Gwen was squeezing and feeling up my breasts,rubbing my back and arms and rubbing and grabbing my ass. She complimented my outfit and commented that i am so tall,big,soft , classy and glamorous. She continued talking about her fascination with me. It turned me on quite heavily. I actively stopped myself from starting moaning. The two random women were totally weirded out by our behaviour , but they ignored that and said/did nothing as if nothing was happening. They were watching with disgusted looks on their faces. Then finally Gwen stopped groping me and put her right arm around my hip. As we walked to the table , she had her right arm around my hip, her hand palming my right butt cheek as we walked. I walked with Gwen's hand on my backside . When we reached the table. *SMACK* Of course Gwen couldn't help but spank me one last time as i sat on the chair, eliciting nothing but a yelp from me. My boyfriend and the other family members didn't notice, because they were in the middle of heated discussion. Afterwards I was so horny that I had sex with my boyfriend in his car. Nine days ago on the way to my store i stopped at the drugstore. I was wearing a black long fur coat over my shoulders, a purple long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black cotton pencil skirt, sheer lace hold up nylon stockings and 5 inch heels purple shoes. I had full make up on. I got out of the car. This short skinny creepy rodent looking Gwen walked out of the drugstore. She came RUSHING up when she saw me. She said to me "uuuu i love your blouse. Marsha you are always so elegant and over dressed. Than this weirdo small woman Gwen just placed her both hands on my collar bones and started rubbing up and down my upper breasts n the most awkward way( her pale ugly face was exactly the level of my breasts). She said to me "My nephew is a lucky guy. You are a great woman. You are so tall, big and soft. I am fascinated with your size. You are a colossal woman. " Then she continued asking me about my wardrobe, my style and such. The whole time while we were talking she was patting my upper breasts with her both hands. We had the most awkward conversation, like really weird, long pauses. Then this weird small woman Gwen just lowered her both hands and started fully rubbing my breasts for a solid 3/4 minutes. I backed up and looked at her and she just kept rubbing. So fucking weird. She was patting and rubbing my breasts for like 3/4 minutes. She kept rubbing and feeling up my breasts while she was talking about her fascination with me. She just kept rubbing up and down my breasts with her both hands while she was explaining her fascination with my size to me. It was just awkward. I was just standing there stiff as a board while she was feeling up my boobs . Also my fur coat was over my shoulders(balancing a coat on your shoulders isn’t easy. Your shoulders must remain lifted, keeping the luxe fabric from slipping off and down your back.) I was just standing there kind of awkwardly letting it happen. People have seen it happen. It was not particularly crowded on the drugstore parking lot, probably about 5 people in sight, but I caught a few stares. I was humiliated by her. I was just standing there aroused, but tall, still and silent in the middle of the parking lot, letting it happen. Then Gwen said "I gotta go. My sister is waiting for her pills" and finally stopped rubbing my breasts and walked over to her sister's car. I went inside the drugstore . And ooooh... I loveeeed getting my breasts rubbed by this weirdo Gwen there in the middle of the parking lot. It turned me on so much!!! My pussy got so so wet. Specially knowing that I was in public and people on the parking lot were not sure what's going on! This is why i joined this forum. What am i? This woman Gwen is hideous and butt ugly, but on two occasions i was heavily aroused by her groping. This is happening since my high school days. What is wrong with me? Am i some kind of bisexual?

Thanks for your support. A lot of people even here in this community where i live think that I'm stuck up upper middle class arrogant overdressed snob because I tend to ignore them. When i am in an environment where I do not know everyone I can come as arrogant and stuck up depending on the setting.Is truly a defensive mechanism though.I got the feeling that a lot of people here in this community think i am just arrogant snob. People around me (except for the ones who truly know me) have always said that I come across as snobby, stuck on myself, and unfriendly. I've been asked soooo many times 'why are you so serious' when I'm not feeling serious at that moment. I unintentionally tend to give off an unfriendly aura which has led people to ask if I dislike them. When I feel nervous I try to compensate by being really confident. I guess other people take that as me being arrogant. I've been told I come across as stuck up/snobby full of myself, narcissistic, stuck up etc., and also very unwelcoming to new people. When I do speak with new people, I tend to be overly nice to compensate and I guess that comes off as fake which definitely doesn't help the situation. Everyone always gets that first impression of me, and many keep that impression. The vast majority of people think I'm a "snob" or a upper middle class overdressed arrogant bitch I know since the friends I've had over the years told me that after some time. People simply assume I must be a snob because I'm quiet. That doesn't even seem logical to me, but when being quiet is something that simply wouldn't occur to most people perhaps that's the next most logical conclusion. I have been told that i look stuck up and arrogant.I have had the experience of women being jealous of me.I like nice clothes and I wear them well.I should not have to suffer for what I like because other women have low self esteem and don't see the gifts they have within themselves.I have a more stylish sense of fashion. I never wear anything trashy, I keep myself well covered and strive for professionalism and class. I always like to dress on my best, because I also feel great when I am dressed pretty. Once, i'd been to the hairdressers and was off to do a little shopping afterwards and the girl at the salon asked where i was going looking so glamorous ? i said i was going shopping and she was like "really" You look so glammed up to be going shopping!" I don't mind though, i'd rather be wearing something i feel good in than look like i just rolled out of bed.I wear high heels every day too.All the time. I like dressing well, and looking presentable. I have been told that I seem snobby and it is because I don't speak up in groups where I am not comfortable. I have had people ask me if I thought I was better than others.