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I new to the sex toys search. LOL.. and this would be the 1st one i've ever gotten so i would like to know which is the best. Any suggestions???

I'm 24 and I've been with a guy for 5 years in a great relationship. and we have great sex. but the only problem is i've never had an orgasms. i feel like i am on the "verge" but its like i stop it.. i don't know.. it's weird. i enjoy having sex with my boyfriend, but i feel embarassed if i "get off". but i want to have an orgasm. but i don't know how.. i'm now gonna buy myself a vibrator (any suggestions) to see if that helps. i feel like i'm letting him down by not getting off.. I get to the point where i feel like i'm about to pee on myself, and it's like i try to stop it. When i feel like i'm "there" my boyfriend is done. He says he tries to hold off for me as long as he can, but he always cums and orgasm and i never do.. Please someone help me to get over this hurdle so i can experience what everyone is talking about..

I'm 24 and I've been with a guy for 5 years in a great relationship. and we have great sex. but the only problem is i've never had an orgasms. i feel like i am on the "verge" but its like i stop it.. i don't know.. it's weird. i enjoy having sex with my boyfriend, but i feel embarassed if i "get off". but i want to have an orgasm. but i don't know how.. i'm now gonna buy myself a vibrator (any suggestions) to see if that helps. i feel like i'm letting him down by not getting off.. I get to the point where i feel like i'm about to pee on myself, and it's like i try to stop it. When i feel like i'm "there" my boyfriend is done. He says he tries to hold off for me as long as he can, but he always cums and orgasm and i never do.. Please someone help me to get over this hurdle so i can experience what everyone is talking about..