Thank you Howard.I am taking alot of meds.it seems like when i left the hospital,I actually got worse in someways.I am taking lortab 10s once evry 4-6 hours and of course my cholesterol level went up so,it and high blood pressure-I take zocor and cozar with now since last week if that wasnt enough zanax.(I hope I spelled all of this right).I am sorry about asking questions etc,but,I felt I had nowhere else to turn.I aint to worried about my size.I aint to big but,what the hell.I just cant keep it up after 2 or 3 minutes.but,tis does make alot of sence.it sometime easier talking to a stranger about your problems than it is your friends.I will talk to my doctor and explain about this.I am very lucky to be here.racing fuel,mineral spirits and elect dont mix.I was in the burn center in Mobile,Al for 5 months.right before this in 1999 my wife now,had a acustic brain tumor removed from heer brain stem in Jackson,Ms.we both cant live without holding the other up.I even thought at once trying another mate(prefer female-seems like now ladies know more what they want than we do0to come in and help.but,I really dont know but,thank you so much for the advice.kenny in katrinaville.