jenniferkelsey@earthlink.net

Hi, I am new to the boards! But there is a very specific reason why I am here. My husband and I rarely have sex - mainly because I don't want to. I haven't had any urges for a very long time (I don't even masturbate anymore....I threw away my toys!) and when I do decide to try having sex with him, it is a horrible experience for both of us. Either it is too dry or too wet and I seriously feel numb inside - like he isn't even in there. So, here are the contributing factors that I need advice on....... **When I gave birth to my son 2 years ago, I ripped and was sewn back up. This made sex painful for a while. **I am a full-time mommy that works part-time during the evenings and weekends and am SO tired. **I am being treated for mild depression with Celexa, which I have read can cause the lack of a sexual appetite. **I am also being treated for Endometriosis and had surgery 6 weeks ago. I know that all of these things are making it difficult for me to want my husband, but I feel bad. We're not as close as we used to be because there isn't any intimacy. I am a little nervous and embarassed to talk to my doctor. What should I do?