It's great to get other people's thoughts on all this... I just couldn't bring myself to drag current friends or relatives into it, but I really needed to bounce my feelings off someone. Thanks for your input. Just to clarify, my ex is NOT married now. I think that's one reason his contact has rocked me. The last time he contacted me (15 years ago), he'd finally divorced his first wife. I was dating someone, so we talked off and on for a few months, then lost contact again. Now he's divorced from wife #2 and I guess I'm worried that he's fishing. I think I did a good job explaining to him (in email) that I'm very happy with my life right now and that I hope we can be friends. But in the (few) quiet moments that I've had since his messages started showing up in my inbox, I guess I've doubted my own motivations for staying in touch a bit. I avoided falling for him a second time 15 years ago (when I had a lot less to lose), so I'll have to do that again now! As for how I'd feel if my husband had an old love contact him, we've already been through that! He traded letters, e-mails, even a few phone calls (at work) with his ex a couple of years ago, and we survived that with very little problem. That's why I want to be honest with him about my contact with my own ghost from the past. Better go. Thanks again!