eyes1971blue

Hi, I am new to this, I was wondering if anyone knows what the best anal lube and toy are to use for a first timer like me, my boyfriend wants to do anal but I know it will hurt, so he usually uses his finger and sometimes he can get 2 fingers in, every now and then that even hurts a little but feels good when its not, I want to let him do me anally but I want to get myself used to it first, whether I do it alone or he helps, so if you know of a toy(s) and lube that is best to use to get us started for anal pentration with the real thing, please let me know, thanks for any help or advice