Morgan75

HELLO, I am a female. I am single.. About 6 months ago a female, Amber got transferred to the location I work. I have worked for the company for 3 years.. She has worked there for 7 years. We knew each other before but over the last 6 months we have gotten to know each other much better. She is married to a man. She has been with him for 9 years married for less than one year. ANYWAY, we started IMing everynight for hours about 5 months ago, constantly texting, calling etc when we weren't at work. Back in October her husband went away. We decided to have a girls weekend away. During that weekend we both drank way too much and she ended up kissing me. Since then we have been having sex 2-3 times a month, gone out shopping spending any time she can find an excuse to not be at home. Her husband around Christmas found some of our IMs.. The IMs were I am sure horrible for him to read. It was about how we planned on buying a house together, how we should get another dog, about maybe having kids etc. He confronted her. LONG story short is we are in love. But, here is the problem..She says that she loves me and is happy when she is with me but doesn't know if she is strong enough to leave him. She said she's not sure how to do it. That's the first problem. She said that she is waiting for one of us to chose for her. She does not want to have to make the decision. Although she says that she has already decided she wants to be with me.. The second issue is that if we were to be together one of us would have to leave our jobs. There is a fraternization policy that would most likely get one or both of us fired. My gut tells me that she loves me and I love her.. Am I being stupid waiting around? Sometimes I think she will never leave. I DO realize it hasn't been THAT long. She has been with him for 9 years and we have only recently connected. I do feel bad sneaking around and watching her lie to him about where she is when he calls. He says that he doesn't like that she "hangs out" with me. But, he is ok as long as we are just friends. AM I crazy? How long should I wait? I love her and I don't want to give up too soon but I don't want to wait around for something that will never happen only getting in deeper each day.......... Any comments are appreciated.............

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