I really need some advice. I'm currently with the girl I thought was my true love. The problem is, we've had problems getting on the same page as far as sex is concerned and it's ruined our relationship. We were friends for years, and finally I told her that I had feelings for her and she said she shared those feelings. I was in heaven. We lived on different sides of the country, (Ny & LA) and so we carried on a long distance relationship for a couple of years. Things were great until our relationship turned physical. Now, my girlfriend is a very beautiful, sexy woman, and our early make-out sessions were very sensual. But as soon as things moved from PG to PG-13, the energy changed and things got very uncomfortable. I'm a very sexual, passionate person, so It was very dissappointing to have things cool off so quickly. We talked about it and she said it was just the long-distance thing, and that she had to get used to "being around me". I understood and tried my best to be gentle and give her time. Eventually she allowed me to please her, through masturbation and sometimes oral. She didn't feel comfortable pleasing me though, and when I asked, no matter how gently, she would get wildly upset. She cried a lot, and became cold and removed for days. Now, at the time this was obviously very concerning to me. I felt that she wasn't attracted to me, and maybe didn't love me, or at least not in a sexual way. Whenever I asked her about it, or told her how I felt, she assured me that she did have feelings for me, but sex was just really hard for her because she felt a lot of pressure, and anxiety. To complicate matters, every time she got upset during some kind of sex (most of the time) she'd beat herself up for it, and it would cause more anxiety. About two years ago, I moved to LA. I thought are problems could be solved if I was living with her and could give her the proper support she need in order to open up. When I got to LA, things actually got worse. She felt more pressure to perform, and it crippled her. I was beside myself. I knew I loved her, but I was dying from rejection, hurt, and loneliness. And the lust that I had to suppress was building like a volcano inside me. I tried every approach to help her relax and open-up. I was kind and patient; I was firm and strong; I asked questions; I tried to show her what I liked. Some things got better, but our sex was still infrequent, and riddled with anxiety. Finally I made an appointment with a couples therapist. We did the whole deal. Couples therapy was fine. We definitely communicated better... but the sex was still very troubled. No matter what I did to try and remove the pressure and anxiety from our sex life, my girlfriend still couldn't relax. I started seeing my own therapist in order to make sure it wasn't my stuff that was polluting the relationship. I gently tried to get my girlfriend to see a therapist, but she refused, and was mad at me for implying that there was something "wrong" with her. We tried Dr. Phil's book "Relationship Rescue", which again, helped in some ways, but never really changed the vibe of our sex life. We've been together now for a little over 3 yrs, and last night we tried to have sex, which was interrupted by my girlfriend getting really upset and not being able to finish because she felt like she was "screwing everything up again". It lead to a familiar discussion about our sex life, and why we can't seem to get beyond this one block, and after I told her how I felt that I'd reached a point where no matter how much I loved her (which I still do) and no matter how hard we tried to make it work, I felt like we weren't going to get out from under this problem. It was painful to have to admit it, but I had lost faith. So, we're considering breaking up. I love her and I love being around her, but our sex life has been so difficult and unsatisfying for so long, that the passionate feelings I once had for her are deeply buried. I no longer want to have sex with her, because it's so uncomfortable, and tense. I'm the type of guy who would gladly have sex twice a day, so the overstock of lust I've built up has taken on a life of its own. I fantasize about women I meet or see in the street constantly. I feel sexually unfulfilled all of the time. I feel completely lost. I love my girlfriend and I don't blame her for being uncomfortable with sex, but I don't think I can go on. Please help. WhatshouldIDO?