Thanks for the replies. Thurias, yes and no...generally when we are done, were done. But if she hasn't came yet I'll kiss her or suck her nipples while I bring her off manually. Freaking weird, I want this but even feeling it on my hand (in her) is kind of disgusting, but will do it for her satisfaction. I had a Gentleman send me a PM saying that I am Homophobic, that very well may be, somewhat. But I think the whole deal goes back to previous women....I had a couple girls (years ago) who toward the end of the relationship had started going out on me (as I, them) but as we were still living together and having sex had me eat them, I didn't know they had been out with their boyfriends, but it didn;t take long to find out. Cum when it passes from a womans Vagina to your lips is kind of clumpy. This experience was both disgusting and totally hot at the same time...I think, those previous experiences are what is driving this desire. I think, what I really want is for her to sort of force me to do it....we have done light bondage and I have brought it up a few times...my wife isn't super dominate, actually barely at all, but is getting there. She knows that I want it, and she would like it she says. But she doesn't force me as she knows how I feel afterwards...good woman, Catch-22 though, huh? This deal has my head all screwed up, I want it yet I don't. Best wishes, all. Philip