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Thank you everyone for your replies. I do know what I need to do, and that is to let it go. I think's hard because I didn't have closure. The more I think about it I know I am much better off without him. I just really miss the sex. We had great sex. I hated the fact that he took that away from me. I know it was the sex that messed up my head because when I would see him I thought I could do better, but the sex was too good to let it go. I'm a single mom so sex is hard to come by and I am a very sexual person so I let him be my boy toy. I will let him go and wait for the next guy to come along, but with my luck he probably will end up calling me and messing with my head again. Again, thank you everyone for the advice.

I had a casual relationship with a guy for a year. We had an awesome chemisty and many things in common. Neither one of us wanted a serious relationship. Mike had been in a few bad relationships and I myself had just gotten out of a three year relationship. I have a very high sex drive so I was just looking for sex. I met Mike online, which normally is not my thing at all, but one thing just lead to another. When I first met him I was not attracted to him at all, but he liked me a lot. I gave him a chance and ended up falling for him. Since our relationship was casual I told him of my feelings and said I would understand if he wanted out knowing that my feelings were getting deeper for him. He didn't want out so we continued. I know he really liked me and at times I almost felt like as if I was his girlfriend, it was just never verbally communicated. Our last conversation was making plans to see each other again and Mike telling me that he wasn't going anywhere. We would even talk about us eventually having a relationship. Well, that last phone call was about five months ago. His house phone got turned off and he only had a work cell phone so I didn't have that number, therefore I had no way of contacting him. He basically stopped calling me. Anybody have an insight of what might have happened? We had no problems as a couple. Serparatley, in our lives there was a lot of problems. I guess my question is why would a guy just drop a woman that he was intimate with for a year out of nowhere? It's been really hard on me, because I liked him so much and I know he liked me too. The worst part is that he never gave me an explanation of why he broke up with. I've been trying to put his behind me but I miss him so much and I always have that question of why. The thing is that it's unlike his character. He would tell me if he didn't want to be with me anymore he would just let me know, that he had nothing to lose. The first thing that would come to my mind is that he's an a**hole but his personality is nothing like that. I would have even been happy with the, "It's not you but me" excuse over never calling me back again and just leaving me hanging. I thougt about going over to his house, but I didn't want to seem like a stalker. Thanks for anyone who reads this and responds. I really love this site.