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  4. Up And Back And Around Again.

    in Rants and Raves

    Posted

    Thank you to each one of you for your replies.

    I would love to elaborate more about this situation to further explain what exactly happened, but I must refrain right now from doing so for many personal reasons.

    What kills me the most is my family consists of several therapists... and they refuse to admit they need the help. I WANT to see a therapist/counselor, I just have to find one. As much as I am an adult and on my own in a sense, I still am on their insurance [full time student] so it's hard to find a place without them finding out. Esp. when I'm constantly told I don't need help I'm fine I just have issues like every other young adult. Sheesh.

    Suzy, my school doesn't have dorms. but it doesn't matter, I'm having a major crisis otherwise. I'm contemplating some huge life decisions that might just pick me up and move me anyway. Bah, but let's not allow me to bitch some more lol.

    On a more serious note, to you ladies/gents who mentioned above about your own similar experiences with abuse, I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who has dealt with such an emotional experience. It's almost saddening to know so many of us [not just tt, people I know] have suffered abuse. It kills me to know it still happens, and just as extreme if not worse.

    Iha, you're a wonderful example of what a therapist SHOULD BE. working to alleviate a child's pain and guide them down a road of happiness. I unfortunately like many, still look to my past and find myself reliving the pain all over again. even if it happened this one time, it hurt badly enough to feel 80 times worse.

  7. Up And Back And Around Again.

    in Rants and Raves

    Posted

    Hey everyone hope you all had a great holiday and new year! 2009? ha! who woulda thought it is finally here.

    The new year is a time of reflection and opportunity to make changes in one's life. There have been some serious struggles in my own life, as with many others. We all have our times. The toughest has been the complete split with my family. No one will talk to me, because I brought up my abuse as a youngster. Everyone thinks I made up the entire situation including the person who inflicted such actions. They keep calling me a liar and I'm delirious about all which occurred...why would I EVER make such a thing up? In consequence of speaking of the incident, I can no longer speak or see some of our friends under orders that I'm a liar and an embarrassment to the family. So pretty much this has been a miserable few weeks, I've even thought of just picking up my things and sleeping in my car. I'm just at the breaking point. I've even wanted to go and stay at a friend's place, but running away isn't the answer. but being here is hell, I get sworn at [cursed, verbally abused, ignored] I haven't stop crying. Some people aren't criers, that's me. but lately the tears just won't go away. I just can't do anything right and I'm positive my relationship with important people are damaged...just for speaking the truth. It kills...but shit happens right? we just got to pick up and move on.

    If that wasn't enough, my own physical appearance has suffered. my weight continues to fluctuate and I'm just not happy. with myself. I used to love how I looked, and now I hide away from mirrors. I can't even look at myself naked as I step into the shower. Instead, I'll overanalyze and pick at all the flaws. It's hell. So between this and having been excommunicated from my family I have no idea what to do. I feel like my presence is just not needed anymore.

    thanks for letting me get this out. I've been bottling it in [bad idea i know], not sure where to put it. But I know you guys are accepting and won't judge me. so what better place than now.

  12. "magic" Anyone?

    in Ask A "Sexpert"

    Posted

    Wow this stuff has been mentioned before and I never took the advice because I went and tried coochy.

    I'm personally not impressed with it, because I still have some ingrown hairs that just won't go away. and it comes back a little quicker than I'd like.

    But I really want to try this magic stuff. where can you get it? do you have to order it, or get it in store?

    and I read but maybe misunderstood, is it like nair? you put it on, let it sit then wipe off?

  16. Ugh

    in Rants and Raves

    Posted

    I tell ya what, now that i pretty much have this place painted, and once i replace furniture, we should totally have a sleep over! LOL

    I can bake a mean batch of brownies, or just any goodies in general =D

  24. Randy In Red!

    in Ask A "Sexpert"

    Posted

    Really, now?

    How interesting.

    Well from my own experiences, first off I look terrible in red. like terrible.

    I'm super super pale (cept summer) and I only wear red lipstick for performances...good riddance.

    I don't think any male would find me attractive if I wore red lipstick.

    I'ms o jealous of the ladies who can :lol:

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