Hi, my name is Catherine...I'm 21 years old, a senior in college and extremely nervous about being on this website! I'm attempting to move on from a "friends with benefits" situation (It's complicated) and gain an awareness of my body. The friend/sexual partner was my first and only partner and I've never pleasured myself...I've tried, but it hasn't worked. I actually just purchased my first vibrator (hasn't arrived yet) and am on here at the advice of my therapist. lol P.S: I've also stuggled with an eating disorder which plays a pretty big role in my body/sexual discomfort. I would love to hear if anyone else is in this situation. Anyway, hello...