slut_deepti

Dear Sirs, I live in India and its very difficult to get sex-toys here. I did once order a vibra-exciter from another website, which the postal department here confisicated. Anyways, can any stuff be arranged for delivery to me? If so, I would certainly like to upgrade my collection of just the three plugs i own. Pls. help. Deepti

My name is Mrs. Deepti Sinha. I was born on 6th June 1968 in Bombay (now Mumbai) and have been living here since then. I am a Bengali and do not travel out of the city much as work and other personal issues do not permit it often. Until 2002, I was what you would call a normal Indian married woman. I was not always a submissive though I must admit I did fantasize on those themes, something that I was always disgusted of later, ironically, after a good hard orgasm. My husband is an Engineer and earlier on had to work on overseas assignments which left me open to boredom and loneliness. I took back my job that I had left earlier during marriage to pass my time better, but still that was not too much of a help in the nights. Playing games on the computer and talking to relatives soon had me worn out and then the internet struck me like nothing before it had and soon enough I was on adult sites and subsequently to BDSM and other places on the net. Females being tortured by being treated as slaves, pets, whipping posts, etc., turned me on no end and by the end of each session on the computer, I would find that I had orgasm without any stimulation on my part. Spurred on by this wonderful new dirty, dark world I relentlessly carried on and soon enough I craved this to be done to me as well. Stories on http://bdsmlibrary.com/storie... and http://literotica.com added fuel to the fire and soon I used to copy the stories and edit them with my name and names of people I know in it and read and masturbate. This was the case every time I had some free time and by the end of it I had huge phone and internet bills, and yes, a constantly wet pussy and thighs. My first story site was http://whiteshadow.pornopartn... and I really loved the stories. Unfortunately its not for free any more. My interests in BDSM, Humiliation and Submission started from there. All these times, pens, pencils, spoons, hairbrushes, and practically anything that could enter my pussy and asshole would enter and I worried about them later when it hurt me. Still I felt wonderful about it. All these led me to Yahoo Chat and there in a BDSM chat room, I was booted out for being an Indian and the assumption that all Indian chatters were male. All my pleading went to no avail. I don't blame them. Most female ID's that page me are men in disguise and I wonder why men do this. Are they not man enough? Some men admitted that they do it since females do not respond to their IM's and mails and they do respond if they pretend to be female. Now that's interesting. Isn't it possible that the person with the female id is propositioning another male with a female id as well? Lol Guys, one piece of advice. There are very few truly lesbian girls out there and I honestly do not agree that men turn women off. Now how is that possible? A woman's pussy is made for cock. Not another pussy! Profiles warning men to stay away are most likely fake. I am bi-sexual. I was always hetro sexual and the reason I do not have a problem with women is simply because I am here for the humiliation and degradation. I am not looking for sex. When another woman verbally abuses me or makes me do kinky stuff on my body, its very humiliating to me. I feel embarrassed thinking how she must be ridiculing me… someone from your own gender. I love doing humiliating and degrading tasks to myself. Humiliation is more mental than physical and many times I have cried loudly performing these acts and Orgasmming hard being ashamed of myself. I do have to thank a few people here for turning me into a submissive slave slut, a proper lady who now loves to hear words such as cunt, whore, pig, fucktoy, randi, bitch, kuttiya directed to her. I can not take their names here nor will I share those ID's. Yet, when these wonderful people read this page, I am sure they will know I am talking about them. Out of the many jerks I have encountered over the net, a few good men and women have made me keep the faith on the anonymity of the net and I take this opportunity to thank them for it. Many thanks to the submissive who actually paged me after I was booted out of the first chat room and who was patient with me, helping me learn the ropes and trained me to be submissive. Thank you to the Italian Master who spent two wonderful years with me taking me to highs I never ever imagined possible. Thanks to the Indian Dom I encountered and subsequently met who was helpful in most ways, and also took the pictures I share with you today. He is till today my only real time Master and I love him more than i love anyone, including my Husband. All the Masters and Mistresses from the Yahoo groups who constantly scheme and create wonderful scenarios for me to enact which take me further lower down in my own eyes and I have trouble looking back at me in the mirror thinking how pathetic I have turned. Until the end of 2003, my Husband, bless him, had to be overseas on projects which took awfully long to complete. By the end of his term, I was a total internet slave and I just couldn't respond sexually to his vanilla loving ways. We did drift apart with petty fights and tantrums and this certainly had a bad effect on all of us. Thankfully now things are slowly turning back to normal and I am beginning to enjoy his love and your abuse together. I still crave for the wonderful period of time I have had alone with you all and certainly do my best to chat with you and complete your tasks. I have listed my task reports in my live journal which I am sure most of you have read. This website is here because I am unable to open up this part of my life to anyone here as I fear that I will be compromised and wont be able to protect my family and work from it. I enjoy doing humiliating and degrading acts, of course in private, or in risky circumstances though taking care of my safety. If any of you would want to think about creative ways to humiliate myself, please go ahead and e-mail me or chat up with me. I will be grateful to you if you please understand what I am on the net for and just not page me for a night of sex. Yes, its true, a lot of people page me and ask me how much for an hour or a night. Now that's humiliating of course but it also shows your lack of understanding. I am sorry but such ID's go to the ignore bin immediately. Feel free to write to me in case you want to know any thing else about me, I will definitely reply back. Mrs. Deepti `Randi' Sinha

My name is Mrs. Deepti Sinha. I was born on 6th June 1968 in Bombay (now Mumbai) and have been living here since then. I am a Bengali and do not travel out of the city much as work and other personal issues do not permit it often. Until 2002, I was what you would call a normal Indian married woman. I was not always a submissive though I must admit I did fantasize on those themes, something that I was always disgusted of later, ironically, after a good hard orgasm. My husband is an Engineer and earlier on had to work on overseas assignments which left me open to boredom and loneliness. I took back my job that I had left earlier during marriage to pass my time better, but still that was not too much of a help in the nights. Playing games on the computer and talking to relatives soon had me worn out and then the internet struck me like nothing before it had and soon enough I was on adult sites and subsequently to BDSM and other places on the net. Females being tortured by being treated as slaves, pets, whipping posts, etc., turned me on no end and by the end of each session on the computer, I would find that I had orgasm without any stimulation on my part. Spurred on by this wonderful new dirty, dark world I relentlessly carried on and soon enough I craved this to be done to me as well. Stories on http://bdsmlibrary.com/storie... and http://literotica.com added fuel to the fire and soon I used to copy the stories and edit them with my name and names of people I know in it and read and masturbate. This was the case every time I had some free time and by the end of it I had huge phone and internet bills, and yes, a constantly wet pussy and thighs. My first story site was http://whiteshadow.pornopartn... and I really loved the stories. Unfortunately its not for free any more. My interests in BDSM, Humiliation and Submission started from there. All these times, pens, pencils, spoons, hairbrushes, and practically anything that could enter my pussy and asshole would enter and I worried about them later when it hurt me. Still I felt wonderful about it. All these led me to Yahoo Chat and there in a BDSM chat room, I was booted out for being an Indian and the assumption that all Indian chatters were male. All my pleading went to no avail. I don't blame them. Most female ID's that page me are men in disguise and I wonder why men do this. Are they not man enough? Some men admitted that they do it since females do not respond to their IM's and mails and they do respond if they pretend to be female. Now that's interesting. Isn't it possible that the person with the female id is propositioning another male with a female id as well? Lol Guys, one piece of advice. There are very few truly lesbian girls out there and I honestly do not agree that men turn women off. Now how is that possible? A woman's pussy is made for cock. Not another pussy! Profiles warning men to stay away are most likely fake. I am bi-sexual. I was always hetro sexual and the reason I do not have a problem with women is simply because I am here for the humiliation and degradation. I am not looking for sex. When another woman verbally abuses me or makes me do kinky stuff on my body, its very humiliating to me. I feel embarrassed thinking how she must be ridiculing me… someone from your own gender. I love doing humiliating and degrading tasks to myself. Humiliation is more mental than physical and many times I have cried loudly performing these acts and Orgasmming hard being ashamed of myself. I do have to thank a few people here for turning me into a submissive slave slut, a proper lady who now loves to hear words such as cunt, whore, pig, fucktoy, randi, bitch, kuttiya directed to her. I can not take their names here nor will I share those ID's. Yet, when these wonderful people read this page, I am sure they will know I am talking about them. Out of the many jerks I have encountered over the net, a few good men and women have made me keep the faith on the anonymity of the net and I take this opportunity to thank them for it. Many thanks to the submissive who actually paged me after I was booted out of the first chat room and who was patient with me, helping me learn the ropes and trained me to be submissive. Thank you to the Italian Master who spent two wonderful years with me taking me to highs I never ever imagined possible. Thanks to the Indian Dom I encountered and subsequently met who was helpful in most ways, and also took the pictures I share with you today. He is till today my only real time Master and I love him more than i love anyone, including my Husband. All the Masters and Mistresses from the Yahoo groups who constantly scheme and create wonderful scenarios for me to enact which take me further lower down in my own eyes and I have trouble looking back at me in the mirror thinking how pathetic I have turned. Until the end of 2003, my Husband, bless him, had to be overseas on projects which took awfully long to complete. By the end of his term, I was a total internet slave and I just couldn't respond sexually to his vanilla loving ways. We did drift apart with petty fights and tantrums and this certainly had a bad effect on all of us. Thankfully now things are slowly turning back to normal and I am beginning to enjoy his love and your abuse together. I still crave for the wonderful period of time I have had alone with you all and certainly do my best to chat with you and complete your tasks. I have listed my task reports in my live journal which I am sure most of you have read. This website is here because I am unable to open up this part of my life to anyone here as I fear that I will be compromised and wont be able to protect my family and work from it. I enjoy doing humiliating and degrading acts, of course in private, or in risky circumstances though taking care of my safety. If any of you would want to think about creative ways to humiliate myself, please go ahead and e-mail me or chat up with me. I will be grateful to you if you please understand what I am on the net for and just not page me for a night of sex. Yes, its true, a lot of people page me and ask me how much for an hour or a night. Now that's humiliating of course but it also shows your lack of understanding. I am sorry but such ID's go to the ignore bin immediately. Feel free to write to me in case you want to know any thing else about me, I will definitely reply back. Mrs. Deepti `Randi' Sinha