I really have no idea. There's nothing wrong with him, he's good looking, smart, and funny, and looks pretty impressive in his Sheriff's Deputy uniform. By all counts I should be gobbling him up. I enjoy spending time with him, but know that it won't be anything more than close friends. To his credit, he was very understanding and supportive and took me to lunch over the weekend. The experience hurt like hell for a couple of days, but it was a lesson I needed to learn about myself.