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I don't have any problems with touching his penis at all, thankfully, or I'd be even worse off. But I'm just really turned off to the idea of putting a penis in my mouth, and I don't know why. :[ Just something about it bothers me. He notices it too and he's tried all sorts of different things to make the experience a little easier for me to handle (i.e. showering before sex, shaving his pubic hair, or flavored gels to help with the taste factor) but nothing is really working. I guess I'm just really scared of doing something wrong, like hurting him or even worse, throwing up thanks to my extremely weak gag reflex :/

Alright, so I've been reading through a lot of the threads on this page and tips on how to enjoy giving your boyfriend/husband a blowjob. They're all very, very good points but I just can't bring myself to do it. It's not because I don't want to, because I really enjoy pleasing guys and making them feel good. But even thinking about going down on them makes me feel sick to my stomach and it scares me, honestly. It feels like I'm going to have a panic attack or something. I have no idea why, because I've never had any bad experiences with it in the past (mostly due to me never having given head before). There's just like this block that keeps me from doing it. Does anyone else struggle with this fear? I feel really bad, like I'm a failure sexually. :[