i'm apparently a late bloomer. "wet dreams" starting in late high school. felt too guilty to do anything about it because i've had a pretty conservative upbringing. i STILL don't know how my parents would have reacted had i started while living at home. so i somehow reasoned in my head that "flexing" (something like keagles) would be a good alternative. (which didn't do much) didn't get the courage to start poking around down there till i was 20. and even then, i was quite drunk. for a year or two after, i would only do it while drunk. first big O at 23. bought a toy not too long after that. now i have multiples every time w/ or w/o a toy. kinda nice... i'm a grown woman w/ needs, right? still a virgin right now (there are still some parts of my conservative upbringing that i hold on to), but its no big deal. can't expect someone else to do for me what i can't do for myself.
