somethingsweet's original post sounds a lot like me actually. except i have no difficulty getting off when i am alone but it is with my boyfriend that i cant seem to get there. I am on the brinnk ALOT but never seem to reach it. And like the original post I too have a boyfriend who only wants to see me experience pleasure as well. There is intense pleasure but there is also pressure to get there. and while i continue to read articles books, and now blogs and community messages, I am also tired of reading and ready to be experiencing. Any other advice on what to do in the moment? somethingsweet, have you had any successes since you posted this? thanks