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**TW: #SUICIDE TITLE: REALLY ROUGH 3 WEEKS


Mamasugas

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๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿฅน Hi everyone. Man it's been a crazy 3 WEEKS..ย 

When we moved to Utah we knew NO ONE! Well, except the family we moved here with,.. relatives of my husband. My baby girl had just turned 3. Jumping forward, about a few months later we met a little girl at church.. the Pastor's daughter.ย 

Needless to say our girls have been BEST FRIENDS for going on 12 years... She basically was in essence my daughter. 3 weeks ago this beautiful, kind, sweet, sassy, sunshine on even the darkest days.. precious young lady took her life. She committed suicide because she was bullied every day at school.ย 

My house is broken.. I don't know if it's a home anymore. For a long time now it been basically my daughter and I, her father is here but, lives in his own room. Long story there.

We are so broken right now. I've gotten my daughter into therapy. I don't have time to breathe.. because I'm so afraid of losing my girl as well..ย 

So since August it's been ... Knee surgery, no wages because I'm not working, then set back from my rehab on my knee. Then my baby's suicide. And when I finally go ask for help from our state... I have to jump through 2000 hoops and they want me to apply for disability for my daughter who mind you ISNT DIABLED. SSO BASICALLY, PUT IN A FRAUDULENT CLAIM. Just to get my SSDI back. I had it before I started working full time.ย 

Enough to make me contemplate, but daughter wouldn't survive without me.. Besides MAMASUGAR! SHE A RIDE OR DIE! WE GONNA RISE FROM THE RUBBLE!ย 

OKAY.. THANKS FOR LETTING ME.. JUST GET IT OUT.. AND YES I SAW A THERAPIST TOO..ย  BUT CANT HAVE THEM WANTING TO SEND ME ON VACATION AT A LOCK DOWN FACILITY NOW CAN I... ๐Ÿคฏ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿฅนโ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ”ฅ๐ŸŒบ

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