I am a 46 year old married woman who has, for a few years, found myself wanting to be with a woman....desperately. I have had one experience a couple of years ago, but unfortunately was a one time thing. I have good sex with my husband but he is not so much into exploring new ways to pleasure, despite suggestions. Sex has gotten a little predictable. I fantasize about sneaking out and meeting up with a woman and engaging in all kinds of carnal pleasures. The part of the fantasy that really gets me hot is that hubby would have no clue. I love the feeling that this dirty little secret would be all mine.(hubby was fully supportive of me exploring this side of myself in the past) Anyway, I am ready to start making fantasy a reality. I would love to meet someone, but am having a hard time knowing where to start. Meeting someone like myself would be ideal, but short of crawling lesbian hangouts or creepy on line sex sites, I don;t know where to look. Any suggestions? Soo getting tired of masturbating to girl/girl videos...I need the real thing. Is this normal for a middle aged woman to experience this??? Lots going on here, I know...but just have this itch that nothing else can seem to scratch!!