daisy1966mae

Thanks Wendy. Hubby and I did have an experience with another couple where it started with us girls playing. It's not that it wasn't exciting but here was a feeling of 'performing' for the guys. That's part of the reason why I would like if to be a solo expedition. Like I said, part of it is also the clandestine nature of the meetings. " Hey,Honey, see you in a bit. Just going to grab a coffee with my new friend Jane" but Jane and I would be doing more than sipping coffee and nibbling on scones . Then after a few of those meetings, I would love go get hubby alone and say, "Hey, guess what Jane and I did today?" Would love to see the look on his face and the subsequent bulge in his pants! Think hot sex would follow? I do. Again, part of the issue is where to find a 'Jane'. Any suggestions?

I am a 46 year old married woman who has, for a few years, found myself wanting to be with a woman....desperately. I have had one experience a couple of years ago, but unfortunately was a one time thing. I have good sex with my husband but he is not so much into exploring new ways to pleasure, despite suggestions. Sex has gotten a little predictable. I fantasize about sneaking out and meeting up with a woman and engaging in all kinds of carnal pleasures. The part of the fantasy that really gets me hot is that hubby would have no clue. I love the feeling that this dirty little secret would be all mine.(hubby was fully supportive of me exploring this side of myself in the past) Anyway, I am ready to start making fantasy a reality. I would love to meet someone, but am having a hard time knowing where to start. Meeting someone like myself would be ideal, but short of crawling lesbian hangouts or creepy on line sex sites, I don;t know where to look. Any suggestions? Soo getting tired of masturbating to girl/girl videos...I need the real thing. Is this normal for a middle aged woman to experience this??? Lots going on here, I know...but just have this itch that nothing else can seem to scratch!!