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I notice that this is an older post, however I was hoping that there would be more people commenting on this subject! I have been married for almost 18 years and love my husband. I was much more experienced than he was when we got married and sex is great... we have gone through our rough patches but worked our way through most of it. I am and always have been a flirt. Some people get off on porn, I however LOVE to talk, text, type dirty... My husband has never understood... I have had 4 affairs that my husband knows nothing about! One with a female friend that he enjoyed and took part in, I love my husband & cannot imagine my life without him. When I look at the affairs I have had one was an old crush that happened in a drunken state and figured what the hell.... The other one took place when I felt old, fat, ugly and just another appliance in the house someone else paid attention to me and we had an agreement that we'd be each other’s sex partner when we needed it! One was a major Dom/Sub relationship that I was always curious about that my husband has ABSOLUTLY NO interest in.... the discussion was brought up & he was totally discussed by the topic ( me being the sub btw) had AMAZING Dom/ sub sex about 10 times he moved end of it. My female friend made a move on me, we had an affair for about 6 months, my husband knew, watched and took place in it.... Loved being with a woman would again but not just with a lady! The last affair is totally different than the others... I cannot imagine my life without this man as well. I love my husband, please don't judge or misunderstand. The connection I feel for the other man in my life caught me totally off guard, this was not a planned or expected affair. All of the others I knew going into it I would have that itch that my husband wasn't willing to scratch scratched and that would be it. I now for the first time every feel that this is more than just about an itch getting scratched I have an emotional connection and that scares me.. I am totally in love with two men……. I am sure that doesn’t answer your question…. But I guess it’s about not getting what you need from your partner and them not wanting to help or communicate about it….

I am a 37 almost 38 year old lady who has and hopefully always will be addicted to sex! I have bought toys on this site before but never noticed the forums before! I love the idea that you are all here to learn from and share with!! I am excited to learn from you all!!