Hi everyone, this is my first time on ANY forum like this. Was raised by a super religious, introverted, anti social dad who saw anything sexual as tabboo so now, while I LOVE having intimate time with my man and I love feeling vulnerable with him, when I do things alone, it feels dirty. Iit has affected my relationship with my husband (it's gotten worse since I became a mom, as if I feel bad for feeling any sort of sexuality at all. Anyway. Trying new things and trying to branch out and break myself away from the way I was raised. Hoping it all goes smoothly. ThNks for letting me vent.