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One of the things I've noticed over the years is that I'm always attracted to heterosexual tall curvy ultrafeminine women that I know are unavailable. For me the, taller a woman the better. Also I am more sexually attracted to heterosexual ultrafeminine tall curvy attractive women. They turn me on. All the women I gotten far with were not my physical type. I just did what a lot of other short skinny ugly dykes seem to do and adjust to what the market has to offer.

Thank you for your response. I admit to you that the thrill I got from touching, rubbing and groping this arrogant spoiled stuck up woman in public was so powerful. It made me feel invincible -- it made me feel like I might never have to feel ashamed or insecure again. I just couldn't resist touching and rubbing this woman . I love her height and her curvy stature. I can't sleep because of this woman. She is such a big woman. She is 5ft10 tall well built well endowed and curvy. I am 5ft3 tall skinny.She is always on high heels. Standing next to her i look like a midget. But i love her height and her curvy stature. She is extremely fashionable, elegant, glamorous, and classy. She is so radiant and tall and big and soft. I am very attracted to her but only in a sexual way. I have become so infatuated with her.

I am 53 year old skinny short 5ft3 tall wrinkled face thin lips green eyes gray haired soft butch single lesbian woman. People call me ugly alot of the times, and also make jokes about my looks. Ever since i was 13 people always call me names. I think I'm ugly and you can tell me I'm beautiful but I won't believe it. There are so many odds against me but it doesn't change dealing with the feelings. And that's my problem. I'm so firm in my views and I don't know what to do. Since childhood I have suffered taunts about being ugly,short and masculine. I suffered the worst bullying in high school, It was torture. I have a satin and silk fetish. It's something you get as a child, I don't know how. It's not a condition but it's also not a choice, so I have to live and die with it. I just can’t resist touching and stroking satin fabric because It's just so soft and smooth to touch when rubbing. For me nothing looks sexier on a woman than a shiny satin or silk outfit. About two months ago I had to move in my cousin's garage. I am unemployed and broke. I am 53 year old and I have always been poor. I don't want to die poor. I am practically homeless. So i had to move here in this community. I live in my cousin's garage. There is one woman who lives in this neighborhood. She lives on the same street. She is a 42 year old 5ft10 tall heterosexual curvy hourgllass shaped attractive brunette. She has very large massive breasts and she does have a big butt. She has very olive skin. Most of her outfit are satin pant and skirt suits satin coats and satin and silk blouses. She is always on high heels and full make up on. She is curvy, tall and busty, so many clothes tend to look sexier on her than on a thin person. She wears almost always her satin and silk blouses fully buttoned to the top combined with a satin skirt or satin pants. She doesn't wear anything vulgar but because of her body type anything she wears looks tight on her. She is 5ft10 tall and and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes her HUGE! Standing next to me she looks like a giant. She is married for 17 years and she has a 15 year old daughter. She is very serious, arrogant, and stuck up. . Situation #1 About three weeks ago i attended this this all female wine group meeting/party . This woman was there. She was wearing a purple long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top,black satin pencil skirt, sheer black pantyhose and 5 inch heels purple shoes. She had full make up on. I have never had a conversation with this woman in my life. I walked up to her and introduced myself. I explained to her that i am new in the neighborhood. I told her that I am practically homeless, that I had to move in in my cousin's garage. This woman is 5ft10 tall well built well endowed and curvy.I am 5ft3 tall skinny.She was on 5inch high heels i was in sneakers.Standing next to her i looked like a midget. So i said to her " Wow. You are such a big woman. Standing next to you i look like a midget. You are so shiney. Why are you so overdressed? You look so glammed up ". " I like dressing well, and looking presentable. I ’d rather be wearing something i feel good in than look like i just rolled out of bed.I wear high heels every day too.All the time." She answered to me. " Please don't judge me but as i was standing beside her, i just couldn't resist and i grabbed her left hand with my left hand and i placed my right hand very low down in the small of her back (actually quite a bit lower than that). The whole time while we were talking , i kept holding her left hand with my left hand and my right hand patting her lower back and top of her butt. . Then she sat on this chair, so i sat on the right arm of the chair. She said to me " I insist for you to sit in this chair. I will be standing. I said to her "Don't be ridiculous big woman. I am small, I am fine sitting here." Then as i was sitting on her right side i placed my left hand on her left shoulder and i placed my right hand on her right upper breast and i just left my hand there. Then i moved my left hand lower from her right shoulder to her right upper breast. I patted her upper breasts with my both hands for like 10 minutes. I whispered in her ear "Big woman i am just showing appreciation for your clothes. I love your style. You are so overdressed". She just sat there and let me do that to her. Then i went to the restroom. 20 minutes later she was talking with one woman , i walked up to her and said "Big woman i just love your blouse" and i started patting her back with my right hand. I kept rubbing her back with my right hand for like 5 minutes. Then i began furthering my reach and casually brushed across her big ass. Then i did it again and left my hand there. She was talking with other women as i was standing beside her with my right hand caressing her ass. She just stood there talking with other women like nothing is happening. . Then we walked over to a series of chairs near a dark corner. She sat down first and then i sat on the chair beside her. As i was sitting beside her i placed my left hand on her back and started rubbing in circular motions. I kept rubbing her back with my left hand for like 5 minutes. Then i started rubbing her left shoulder with my right hand. She squirmed slightly, but it had the unfortunate effect for her of shifting my hand slightly onto her chest. I was now rubbing in slightly larger circles, moving further onto her right chest near her collar bone - well above her massive breasts with my right hand while rubbing her back with my left hand. I lowered my right hand on her massive soft breasts rubbing in circular motions. When i noticed she didn't react, i decided to see what would happen if i gave them a squeeze, still nothing, she did nothing; she sat there and allowed me to. I was rubbing and feeling up her massive soft breasts with my right hand while i was rubbing her back with my left hand for like 5 minutes. She did nothing. She didn't even took my hand off, we even talked while i was rubbing her breasts like nothing is happening. During this time, i asked If she could hire me in her store (she is a small business owner). I begged her, but she explained to me that she has enough employees. Then she said to me that she has to go home. She got up. She was putting on her black satin coat and i said to her ”uuuu i love your coat” and pulled up her collar for her then bolted off. .She left the wine bar. . Other women there were weirded out by our behaviour, but they ignored that and said/did nothing as if nothing was happening.I think that the women there were in shock themselves? Some people don’t like to get involved if they feel uncomfortable or not sure what is going on. These women were pretending that is not happening with confused looks on their faces. Also it was bizarre. Standing next to her i looked like a midget and she was letting me get by with it. . Situation #2 Three days ago on the second wine group meeting she was wearing a red long sleeve satin bow blouse ,black satin pants, and 5 inch heels black shoes. She had full make up on. When i arrived, i walked up to her and i just started playing with the bow of her blouse with my left hand and i placed my right hand on her left collar bone and started rubbing her left collarbone and upper breast the same way someone might pat a pregnant lady's belly. I said to her " uuuu i love your blouse. Big woman you are so elegant." She thanked me and said " I have a more stylish sense of fashion. I never wear anything trashy, I keep myself well covered and strive for professionalism and class. I always like to dress on my best, because I also feel great when I’m dressed pretty. Once, i’d been to the hairdressers and was off to do a little shopping afterwards and the girl at the salon asked where i was going looking so glamorous – i said i was going shopping and she was like “really? You look so glammed up to be going shopping!” I don’t mind though, i’d rather be wearing something i feel good in than look like i just rolled out of bed. Most of my outfit are satin pant and skirt suits satin coats and satin and silk blouses.I am always on high heels and full make up on.Being tall and curvy draws attention on its own. This can be both positive and negative. I tower over plenty of men and women. I'm often thought of as stuck up because I don't usually talk unless I have to. I get nervous just walking into a room and saying hello to everyone. I think that maybe I have a certain look on my face when people see me; I mean, to me it's my "I'm seriously nervous and uncomfortable" face, but to others I think it makes them feel like I think that I'm better than everyone. So everyone just thinks I'm stand-offish and an overall rude person who thinks way too highly of themselves.". The whole time while we were talking i was playing with the bow of her blouse with my left hand and i was patting her left collarbone and upper breast with my right hand. Then she sat on chair and i sat next to her on her left side. I put my right arm around her and started patting her right shoulder. Then with my left hand i tucked her hair behind her ear and back, without asking. Then i started playing with bow of her blouse with my left hand. So i had my right hand around her patting her right shoulder, while with my left hand i was playing with a bow of her blouse. At one point i stopped playing with bow of her blouse,but i placed my left hand on her left upper breast and i just left my hand there. Then i moved my right hand lower from her right shoulder to her right upper breast. I patted her upper breasts with my both hands for like 5 minutes. Then i moved my hands from her upper breasts gathered her hair into a ponytail and suggested i could hold it like that , put my right hand on top of her head, i nearly grabbed the sides of her face with my left hand but then i stopped myself and said to her 'nearly grabbed your face then, people would've thought 'what's that weirdo doing to that poor woman'' Then i placed my right hand on her leg and I moved it and just laughed. A few minutes later i put it back, further up her thigh. I whispered in her ear "Big woman i am just showing appreciation for your clothes. I admire your style. I love your style. You are so overdressed. Since I can remember my family has always been poor, I'm tired of it, I want to improve my life drastically but don't know how or what to do.". I just rested my right hand on her right thigh. Again she just sat there and let me do all that to her. Than she got up, i was sitting and reached out with my both hands and rubbed her ass. She went to the restroom. 10 minutes later she put her purse down on a chair and she was getting something out of it, so she was slightly leaning over? I decided to just slap her butt with my both hands as i walked past. It was actually audible and in front of everyone but no one even reacted. She turned around and saw me smiling at her as i walked off. 5 minutes later again i gave her a big, hearty slap on the butt when i was walking past. 10 minutes later she was talking with one woman , i started patting her back with my left hand and playing with bow of her blouse with my right hand surreptitiously touching her massive soft breasts. I was patting her back with my left hand and playing with bow of her blouse with my right hand surreptitiously touching her breasts for like 10 minutes while she just stood there talking with other women like nothing is happening. Over the next hour or so this touchy i just grabbed her butt whenever i walked past her. Then i walked up to her and we started talking. As she was standing in front of me( my face is exactly the level of her breasts) i just couldn't resist and said to her "I just love your blouse" and reached out with my both hands and started patting and rubbing her whole front side concentrating on her massive soft breasts . She was too shocked to say anything about it. I was patting and rubbing her boobs for like 5 minutes . She was just standing there stiff as a board while i was feeling up her boobs . She was just standing there kind of awkwardly letting it happen. She was unable to speak coherently.She was going “ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm” ” errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrr” for ages and ages while i was rubbing her massive soft breasts. Then one woman pulled me off and distracted me. She left. Again other women there were weirded out by our behaviour, but they ignored that and said/did nothing as if nothing was happening. . Anyways this sent my emotions whirling!!! I have extremely erotic fantasies about her. I can't get her out of my mind. She is an absolute ideal ten for me physically. She is so tall and big and soft.I just want to have sex with her I know it’s wrong. So i am aroused by just touching her through her satin and silk clothes. I love her height and her curvy stature. With this touchable always dressed in silk and satin woman is about lust, not love. It is pure physical attraction, not emotional. And why she allowed me to touch her and grope her? My hands were on her body on two occasions and she was just standing or sitting there not saying a word making stupid faces. My cousin says that most of the neighbors seem to think this touchable woman is a stuck up overdressed snob. My cousin says that when she speaks with people , she tends to be overly nice and that comes off as fake. Also my cousin says that this woman is kinda dumb. My cousin says that sometimes she says some really stupid/ignorant things, that her geography is extremely bad. If somebody asked her if Australia was in southern or northern hemisphere she wouldn't know. She knows nothing about politics or the ongoing affairs of the world and thinks history is boring. Also she is upper middle class,stuck up snob. She is completely stuck up, spoiled and arrogant. My cousin says that she's a deeply unhappy woman and the only way she can feel better about herself is by feeling 'superior' to others. Also my cousin says that this touchable woman is 100% straight. Yesterday I decided to add her on facebook. I decided to see if she was interested in chatting online. I asked her how her day was. It took her 3 hours to respond and she didn't seem to care to have a conversation. All that came of our conversation was three lines. She probably just replied to be nice. Maybe I've just built things up in my head since I have become so infatuated with her. I want to be relieved from all these "what ifs". All I think about is her. She has my facebook, has my phone number, I attempted talking to her through facebook and it didn't get very far. I feel if she's interested than the ball needs to be in her court from now on. What are the odds of a 42 year old married woman liking a short skinny ugly masculine 53year old dyke??!!

Miss Michigan '93 and Miss USA '93. Loves me some Kenya Moore, she is so gorgeous! Those boobs!

Natasha Henstridge. Such a woman. Natasha looks stunning. She is such a beautiful woman. Goddamn she is so sexy.

Lovely ass to spank....

Very beautiful indeed.

Lovely photos

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I am 53 year old skinny short 5ft3 tall wrinkled face thin lips green eyes gray haired soft butch single lesbian woman. People call me ugly alot of the times, and also make jokes about my looks. Ever since i was 13 people always call me names. I think I'm ugly and you can tell me I'm beautiful but I won't believe it. There are so many odds against me but it doesn't change dealing with the feelings. And that's my problem. I'm so firm in my views and I don't know what to do. Since childhood I have suffered taunts about being ugly,short and masculine. I suffered the worst bullying in high school, It was torture. I have a satin and silk fetish. It's something you get as a child, I don't know how. It's not a condition but it's also not a choice, so I have to live and die with it. I just can’t resist touching and stroking satin fabric because It's just so soft and smooth to touch when rubbing. For me nothing looks sexier on a woman than a shiny satin or silk outfit. About two months ago I had to move in my cousin's garage. I am unemployed and broke. I am 53 year old and I have always been poor. I don't want to die poor. I am practically homeless. So i had to move here in this community. I live in my cousin's garage. There is one woman who lives in this neighborhood. She lives on the same street. She is a 42 year old 5ft10 tall heterosexual curvy hourgllass shaped attractive brunette. She has very large massive breasts and she does have a big butt. She has very olive skin. Most of her outfit are satin pant and skirt suits satin coats and satin and silk blouses. She is always on high heels and full make up on. She is curvy, tall and busty, so many clothes tend to look sexier on her than on a thin person. She wears almost always her satin and silk blouses fully buttoned to the top combined with a satin skirt or satin pants. She doesn't wear anything vulgar but because of her body type anything she wears looks tight on her. She is 5ft10 tall and and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes her HUGE! Standing next to me she looks like a giant. She is married for 17 years and she has a 15 year old daughter. She is very serious, arrogant, and stuck up. . Situation #1 About three weeks ago i attended this this all female wine group meeting/party . This woman was there. She was wearing a purple long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top,black satin pencil skirt, sheer black pantyhose and 5 inch heels purple shoes. She had full make up on. I have never had a conversation with this woman in my life. I walked up to her and introduced myself. I explained to her that i am new in the neighborhood. I told her that I am practically homeless, that I had to move in in my cousin's garage. This woman is 5ft10 tall well built well endowed and curvy.I am 5ft3 tall skinny.She was on 5inch high heels i was in sneakers.Standing next to her i looked like a midget. So i said to her " Wow. You are such a big woman. Standing next to you i look like a midget. You are so shiney. Why are you so overdressed? You look so glammed up ". " I like dressing well, and looking presentable. I ’d rather be wearing something i feel good in than look like i just rolled out of bed.I wear high heels every day too.All the time." She answered to me. " Please don't judge me but as i was standing beside her, i just couldn't resist and i grabbed her left hand with my left hand and i placed my right hand very low down in the small of her back (actually quite a bit lower than that). The whole time while we were talking , i kept holding her left hand with my left hand and my right hand patting her lower back and top of her butt. . Then she sat on this chair, so i sat on the right arm of the chair. She said to me " I insist for you to sit in this chair. I will be standing. I said to her "Don't be ridiculous big woman. I am small, I am fine sitting here." Then as i was sitting on her right side i placed my left hand on her left shoulder and i placed my right hand on her right upper breast and i just left my hand there. Then i moved my left hand lower from her right shoulder to her right upper breast. I patted her upper breasts with my both hands for like 10 minutes. I whispered in her ear "Big woman i am just showing appreciation for your clothes. I love your style. You are so overdressed". She just sat there and let me do that to her. Then i went to the restroom. 20 minutes later she was talking with one woman , i walked up to her and said "Big woman i just love your blouse" and i started patting her back with my right hand. I kept rubbing her back with my right hand for like 5 minutes. Then i began furthering my reach and casually brushed across her big ass. Then i did it again and left my hand there. She was talking with other women as i was standing beside her with my right hand caressing her ass. She just stood there talking with other women like nothing is happening. . Then we walked over to a series of chairs near a dark corner. She sat down first and then i sat on the chair beside her. As i was sitting beside her i placed my left hand on her back and started rubbing in circular motions. I kept rubbing her back with my left hand for like 5 minutes. Then i started rubbing her left shoulder with my right hand. She squirmed slightly, but it had the unfortunate effect for her of shifting my hand slightly onto her chest. I was now rubbing in slightly larger circles, moving further onto her right chest near her collar bone - well above her massive breasts with my right hand while rubbing her back with my left hand. I lowered my right hand on her massive soft breasts rubbing in circular motions. When i noticed she didn't react, i decided to see what would happen if i gave them a squeeze, still nothing, she did nothing; she sat there and allowed me to. I was rubbing and feeling up her massive soft breasts with my right hand while i was rubbing her back with my left hand for like 5 minutes. She did nothing. She didn't even took my hand off, we even talked while i was rubbing her breasts like nothing is happening. During this time, i asked If she could hire me in her store (she is a small business owner). I begged her, but she explained to me that she has enough employees. Then she said to me that she has to go home. She got up. She was putting on her black satin coat and i said to her ”uuuu i love your coat” and pulled up her collar for her then bolted off. .She left the wine bar. . Other women there were weirded out by our behaviour, but they ignored that and said/did nothing as if nothing was happening.I think that the women there were in shock themselves? Some people don’t like to get involved if they feel uncomfortable or not sure what is going on. These women were pretending that is not happening with confused looks on their faces. Also it was bizarre. Standing next to her i looked like a midget and she was letting me get by with it. . Situation #2 Three days ago on the second wine group meeting she was wearing a red long sleeve satin bow blouse ,black satin pants, and 5 inch heels black shoes. She had full make up on. When i arrived, i walked up to her and i just started playing with the bow of her blouse with my left hand and i placed my right hand on her left collar bone and started rubbing her left collarbone and upper breast the same way someone might pat a pregnant lady's belly. I said to her " uuuu i love your blouse. Big woman you are so elegant." She thanked me and said " I have a more stylish sense of fashion. I never wear anything trashy, I keep myself well covered and strive for professionalism and class. I always like to dress on my best, because I also feel great when I’m dressed pretty. Once, i’d been to the hairdressers and was off to do a little shopping afterwards and the girl at the salon asked where i was going looking so glamorous – i said i was going shopping and she was like “really? You look so glammed up to be going shopping!” I don’t mind though, i’d rather be wearing something i feel good in than look like i just rolled out of bed. Most of my outfit are satin pant and skirt suits satin coats and satin and silk blouses.I am always on high heels and full make up on.Being tall and curvy draws attention on its own. This can be both positive and negative. I tower over plenty of men and women. I'm often thought of as stuck up because I don't usually talk unless I have to. I get nervous just walking into a room and saying hello to everyone. I think that maybe I have a certain look on my face when people see me; I mean, to me it's my "I'm seriously nervous and uncomfortable" face, but to others I think it makes them feel like I think that I'm better than everyone. So everyone just thinks I'm stand-offish and an overall rude person who thinks way too highly of themselves.". The whole time while we were talking i was playing with the bow of her blouse with my left hand and i was patting her left collarbone and upper breast with my right hand. Then she sat on chair and i sat next to her on her left side. I put my right arm around her and started patting her right shoulder. Then with my left hand i tucked her hair behind her ear and back, without asking. Then i started playing with bow of her blouse with my left hand. So i had my right hand around her patting her right shoulder, while with my left hand i was playing with a bow of her blouse. At one point i stopped playing with bow of her blouse,but i placed my left hand on her left upper breast and i just left my hand there. Then i moved my right hand lower from her right shoulder to her right upper breast. I patted her upper breasts with my both hands for like 5 minutes. Then i moved my hands from her upper breasts gathered her hair into a ponytail and suggested i could hold it like that , put my right hand on top of her head, i nearly grabbed the sides of her face with my left hand but then i stopped myself and said to her 'nearly grabbed your face then, people would've thought 'what's that weirdo doing to that poor woman'' Then i placed my right hand on her leg and I moved it and just laughed. A few minutes later i put it back, further up her thigh. I whispered in her ear "Big woman i am just showing appreciation for your clothes. I admire your style. I love your style. You are so overdressed. Since I can remember my family has always been poor, I'm tired of it, I want to improve my life drastically but don't know how or what to do.". I just rested my right hand on her right thigh. Again she just sat there and let me do all that to her. Than she got up, i was sitting and reached out with my both hands and rubbed her ass. She went to the restroom. 10 minutes later she put my purse down on a chair and she was getting something out of it, so she was slightly leaning over? I decided to just slap her butt with my both hands as i walked past. It was actually audible and in front of everyone but no one even reacted. She turned around and saw me smiling at her as i walked off. 5 minutes later again i gave her a big, hearty slap on the butt when i was walking past. 10 minutes later she was talking with one woman , i started patting her back with my left hand and playing with bow of her blouse with my right hand surreptitiously touching her massive soft breasts. I was patting her back with my left hand and playing with bow of her blouse with my right hand surreptitiously touching her breasts for like 10 minutes while she just stood there talking with other women like nothing is happening. Over the next hour or so this touchy i just grabbed her butt whenever i walked past her. Then i walked up to her and we started talking. As she was standing in front of me( my face is exactly the level of her breasts) i just couldn't resist and said to her "I just love your blouse" and reached out with my both hands and started patting and rubbing her whole front side concentrating on her massive soft breasts . She was too shocked to say anything about it. I was patting and rubbing her boobs for like 5 minutes . She was just standing there stiff as a board while i was feeling up her boobs . She was just standing there kind of awkwardly letting it happen. She was unable to speak coherently.She was going “ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm” ” errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrr” for ages and ages while i was rubbing her massive soft breasts. Then one woman pulled me off and distracted me. She left. Again other women there were weirded out by our behaviour, but they ignored that and said/did nothing as if nothing was happening. . Anyways this sent my emotions whirling!!! I have extremely erotic fantasies about her. I can't get her out of my mind. She is an absolute ideal ten for me physically. She is so tall and big and soft.I just want to have sex with her I know it’s wrong. So i am aroused by just touching her through her satin and silk clothes. I love her height and her curvy stature. With this touchable always dressed in silk and satin woman is about lust, not love. It is pure physical attraction, not emotional. And why she allowed me to touch her and grope her? My hands were on her body on two occasions and she was just standing or sitting there not saying a word making stupid faces. My cousin says that most of the neighbors seem to think this touchable woman is a stuck up overdressed snob. My cousin says that when she speaks with people , she tends to be overly nice and that comes off as fake. Also my cousin says that this woman is kinda dumb. My cousin says that sometimes she says some really stupid/ignorant things, that her geography is extremely bad. If somebody asked her if Australia was in southern or northern hemisphere she wouldn't know. She knows nothing about politics or the ongoing affairs of the world and thinks history is boring. Also she is upper middle class,stuck up snob. She is completely stuck up, spoiled and arrogant. My cousin says that she's a deeply unhappy woman and the only way she can feel better about herself is by feeling 'superior' to others. Also my cousin says that this touchable woman is 100% straight. Yesterday I decided to add her on facebook. I decided to see if she was interested in chatting online. I asked her how her day was. It took her 3 hours to respond and she didn't seem to care to have a conversation. All that came of our conversation was three lines. She probably just replied to be nice. Maybe I've just built things up in my head since I have become so infatuated with her. I want to be relieved from all these "what ifs". All I think about is her. She has my facebook, has my phone number, I attempted talking to her through facebook and it didn't get very far. I feel if she's interested than the ball needs to be in her court from now on. What are the odds of a 42 year old married woman liking a short skinny ugly masculine 53year old dyke??!!