Batko0

Hello everyone. I am 29 year old man and I think I might be gay and I am so scared and confused from that. But I am not 100 per sure, so I hope with your help me to find out If I am gay or not.. Well, I was a normal boy and I liked girls, I was always kind, nice and romantic to them, but I always have been rejected and this somehow affected me and I started to wonder what it will be if I was the girl and I tried to wear girls clothes, bra and thongs (I have a sister), and then I tried to finger my ass too and even fucked my ass with objects and i liked it.. I was 15 or 16 years old back then. And after all that I started to think and fantasize about sucking cock and getting fucked by a man..I even sucked cock once, it was a long time ago and the man couldnt get hard, so I sucked his small and soft dick for like 10 minutes and then I felt bad and we stoped. But I liked it, I liked being on my knees in front of him.. I was 20 years old back then. After that I had other chances to meet with a man, but I always quited before the meeting, because of shame, stress and fear..Then I met a girl, she was my first, we fell inlove, even become engaged and lived together for 3 years. I told her all of this and we came to the conclusion that this was just a period in my life and that I am not really gay. And I can say that in the first year my desires for men and for wearing female clothes and panties wasnt there. But after that, all of these desires came back, but I didnt told her. I started chatting with men online, wearing her thongs, when she wasnt at home and etc. I never cheated on her, but one time she caught me wearing her thong... And she left me after that.A mounth later I saw her with another man and I was totally broken after that and damaged, but my desires for men and girly panties, clothes and etc was back even stronger than before. Again I want to wear thongs, bra, girls clothes and started to fantasize about sucking cocks and getting fucked. I think I still like girls, I mean I turn over to them, I like them, but it is more like in the way that I am envy of them, I want to wear their clothes, to be like them, thats why I think I may be gay.. If someone can help, please. I will share some pics of me, normal ones and dressed up. I am serious, so I really do need your help and advice, so please help.

Hello all. I am 29 year old male from Bulgaria, but right now I am living in Spain. I was a semi-pro football player, but got an injury and now I dont play anymore. Profil pic is me.Also I had a fiance who I really loved, but she left me for another man. Now I am not sure about my sexuality. I think I might be gay. I fantasize about sucking cocks and getting fucked by a man. I have big desire for it, but I am not sure if its just a fantasy, or I could be really gay. Also I like to wear womens panties, thongs, even bra, clothes and etc..So here I hope I can find out if I am gay or not and I hope to find new friends.