sarai79

swallow, somone once told me it was rude not to, although that's not why i do it. spitting's just not my cup of tea. i would be kinda interested to have my SO eat pinapple beforehand to see if it does,m in fact, make his cum sweeter. the only thing i ever notice is if it's a bit saltier. yes, i'm rambling , it's late , please excuse me.

the chubby part isn't part of the problem, i actually like the extra cushioning

ok I'm 27. I usually use an egg made of cyberskin that has a fun clit tickler on the end that I really like.I've grown up in a fairlyy disfunctional family, fairly repressesd, never really talked about sex, learned a lot of it on my own. my parents, well intetnioned as they may be really sheltered us, or tried to. Dad was, is, verbally absusive at times, never really trusted anyone in his life, family included. As a result we all kind of have trust issues, skepticism is par for the course.Self image, well there ya go, I have low grade chronic depression for which I'm taking effexor, low self esteem as well, or as a result of the depression, haven't figured that all out yet. Live at home at the moment as living on my own isn't phiscally possible right now. Puts a damper on the love life, but I can tell you, 2 chubby people can have sex on a twin bed and not wake anyone up,believe me I know . Was a virgin up until 2 years ago. Never sexually or physically abused. Sex is pretty good even given the situation,I mean I like it and all. The other thing is my SO lives in another state, so sex is sometimes a get it while you can thing, so things defintely gets rushed, like foreplay, I love foreplay, I could almost just have that and be good, that's a big almost though. No religious beliefs to contend, as I have enough on my plate without. Have only had a few experiences including this one.That's about it,hope I didn't ramble too much.

I'm just telling like it is. I can't cum, never been able to, not by myself or with another person. I come to the brink and I just can't do it, it's frustrating, to say the least. I know it has to do with not letting myself lose control in that way, I just don't know what to do about it. Any advice would be vey helpful.