I wanted to be a porn star even when I was younger. From the time I was in high school really. I wasn't good at sports so I figured there was one thing I could do didn't care how tall I was. So I studied porn like a religion. Hours and hours watching. Just to study not even for pleasure I just wanted to be the very best I could be. But the opportunity never came. I have never even found a partner that was really comfortable with filming our fun. Pipedreams.