I am concerned that you, poor dear, are missing out on such an important emotional gift. Especially because that gift should be regularly opened and can go on and on for a young woman. Does your partner, do you, create the passion playground with a shared timetable. Do you take the time for yourself. Have you learned through self stimulation on your own how to achieve the big "O." Does it help to take a warm bath/shower and lay back and slowly touch and caress your entire body until you await the next sensual move with anticipation and feel every brush, touch, actually hear your heart beat and your temperature raise. I would guess that if you remember that happening before in your successful climaxes you might discover some common elements. Did you have a timeable? Short windows of opportunity can cause that clock to loudly tick in your head making it a race to beat the clock! Take the time to pamper yourself young one, I'm sure that you are beautiful; but do you feel your sexual side with confidence and take that appreciation and accentuate it? Sprinkle a bit of powder, splash a bit of perfume. Increase yourself image by trying on new clothes, lingerie items that create the right mood. First in you, do you feel free to fantasize to add to an experience? Fantacy can create that desire. A mental image of exceptional sexual experiences that gets you that orgasm can help in relationships.Fantacy images can return your mind to focus enough to calm a frantic, anxious, nervous moment that can distract your ability to get full satisfaction. Relax, sensualize your environment ( music, toys, sexy items to wear, candles), unplug the phone for the evening, slowly feel the pleasure of your body with different sensations, tease your pleasure spots. Feel the way your body reacts to each touch, bring yourself to the edge, slow the heat down and enjoy the calm excitement still waiting for more! Go on, bring the craving to a new height. Stop! Drink something cool, call an admirer to flirt with on the phone, admire yourself in the mirror for how sexy you look and feel right now. Draw upon the type of fantacy you would desire and immerse all your senses in feeling the fire of your body. By now you should be so hot and your only intent is the physical pleasure that you can trigger! Thoughts racing with fantacy lovers, your touch for tease, adding pleasure with more direct pressure, letting go to reach that orgasm that will leave you wet, sensitive, still feeling ripples, knowing that it was good. Knowing that...why don't you do it again.