Thank you so much for your quick replies! I appreciate everyone's advice very much. But I will say that it is very hard to explain our whole situation to strangers online. So let me clear some things up. We are not living together, but see each other almost every day. Also, I don't think I worded my post very accurately in portraying my boyfriend. I can definitely see why some of you may think he may not feel the same toward me as I do him, because of my post. But I honestly know that he loves me just as much as I him. And I hate to sound like a naive little kid on here because I'm 18 and everyone else on here is married or more experienced, but I really do feel like he and I are in a mature relationship and have a very close emotional bond. But thank you so much for your concern. And answering howard4570, I've been on the pill since we started dating (half of that time we used condoms as well, but now only using the pill). So I don't think fear of pregnancy is a factor. And I really don't believe he feels guilty about sex. And I am 100% positive he is not cheating on me. But I DO know one of the reasons (which he has mentioned a few times) is his fear that our relationship will turn into an only physical one (which happened with his last girlfriend). So sometimes he mentions at the beginning of the night that he just wants to watch a movie or relax, spending time together. I am totally fine with that, I'm not saying we have to go at it like rabbits, i love spending quality non-sexual time with him as well. But I have had discussions with him numerous times trying to calm his insecurities. I let him know how much I care about him and that I would never let sex get between us, I believe great sex in addition to our emotional relationship will only strengthen our love for one another. These talks have seemed to help, but still, a lot of the time, he's just not in the mood. Last time we had sex and played with my new vibrator, I mentioned maybe we should get another so we can use them on eachother at the same time, instead of passing it back and forth, and he seemed ok with the idea. And later we were talking about possibly getting one of the rings with the bullets on them. I think he likes the idea of getting toys, as long as they aren't bigger than him and I don't have a better time with them than I do with him, lol. So once I get some extra cash I think I'll get a few. Either looking online with him, or going to a local adult store with him--so I can get his input on what he wants and how comfortable he is. (I've also noticed that he likes using the vibrator on me because it's easier for him to get me off and he doesn't end up with a hand cramp, haha) But does anyone have any idea why alot of the time he's just not in the mood? I start playing with him or giving him oral (which he loves when he's horny) but he sometimes just asks me to stop because he's not in the mood. And we have only had sex twice in the same day about 3 times--ever, and after the second time he says that his penis is sore. So when we play or have sex, after he goes, its over for the day (or maybe few days). Any insight? I don't think he has any medical stuff going on. It's more like he doesn't have enough stamina? But anyway, sorry for the long post, I'm just trying to give you guys as much of the picture as possible so I can get more accurate advice. Thanks for reading!