Thanks for all your responses. It's funny cause I ordered the g spot glittering vibrator already. Can't wait to get it. You are so right, what was I thinking, it's my body and if using a sex toy gives me pleasure that should make him happy, or not. I may not be giving him enough credit cause I do tell him what I like, he knows how to make me cum but as I said it's a bit harder at this age for some reason, libido or hormones who knows. Or maybe I've just been telling him the wrong things! I'm not quite ready to let the toy lose on him yet, but I've been hinting at my new sexual interests. Like I want sex everyday and now with the toy the more the better. The cheating thing nah that didn't bother me. It's just all so new. What I know now I wish I knew 33 years ago. Oh well, here's to a orgasm filled "rest of my life"! I'd love to experience multiple orgasms but it just doesn't happen for me. Maybe this new toy will help with that!