First off, you are very young, so let me ask you this, have you talked to him AWAY from the bedroom and done so in a calm, non-complaining manner? My opinion is very simple, if he loves you as much as you say you love him, and you speak to him in a way that you can connect as opposed to complaining (not saying that you do) then he will want to do whatever he can to pleasure you. When we discuss sex, timeing is everything, as is tone of voice and body lanugage. Toys are an option for many many people, and since you say you have never had an orgasm they very well may be your answer, hang around here and read and ask questions. With that being said, an open relationship is a disaster waiting to happen. It will not inhance the love you say you have for him, it will destroy what you now have toghether. While sex should not be work, relationships are. There is always that *greener grass* syndrome and if you get out of this relationship you are now in and enter another one there will be someone you are wondering about then too. I think you did the right thing by comming here, some of these people have some pretty good ideas and advice. Good luck