Liamandus

Ahh see that is the exact reason it does bother me as I so want to see him enjoying himself, just can't because I am enjoying myself too much. I guess I will just have to live with it or get a video camera and tape him so I can see him. Thanks for letting me know I am not the only one and thank you for the welcome. I have been reading for awhile and love the advice and information I have gotten from this site. I have decided this year we are working to improve our sex life and it has definitely been fun thanks to some advice from this site.

I have a strange question. I have been married for 16 years and my hubby is totally awesome both in bed and out. This year we have really widened our sexual world and both have really enjoyed it. My question is that when we are having sex I can't keep my eyes open to see him. I want to, I try to I just can't seem to do it. It is like I have no control over my eyes at all. My hubby says he doesn't mind because he can tell I am enjoying myself with out seeing my eyes but I want to see him. Am I just a freak or does anyone else do this?

I love the book Tickle His Pickle by Sadie Alison. Tickle his pickle on Too Timid It was full of great ideas. My hubby didn't seem to mind letting me experiment and learn on him.

oops double post sorry