littlemissnonamegirl

FIERCE. I want those steve maddens XD

I love my tt family you guys are the best!

Now that bar could be fun!

Who doesn't love a sexy cartoon? just kidding =P I definitely think Mikayla's is HOT.

Needs to get this brainstorming going!

I love your heels nothing is hotter than that combo!

A good book. Plain and Simple. An in depth, intense story and amazing characters can bring me to all sorts of new places

Ah that's a steal! I need to get my buttox over there and find em. I'm so excited now!

Stood her ground and said NO. It feels so good :]

Those are hot! And you got them at Kohl's? Looks like I'll be making a trip there =p

Oh my goshhh, now damn that's sex on a heel. GORGEOUS.

Oh yes! Librarians could be very fun. Cops and robbers are a classic too :]

OOOO I'm telling! =P just kidding. THey must be gorgeous.

I have so many costumes I cannot wait to use on my lucky victim erm I mean partner. I have to say even though I'm a dancer, it'd be fun to be the slutty ballerina and sport some hot strappy heels instead of ballet shoes =P Even a school teacher would be fantastic oooh so many ideas! PS Sun, totally Steve Madden

I am so, so very appreciative of everyone's support and positivity. It helps me get through each day that much better. Although I have not really completely told everyone about my recent diagnosis, this is a start. And that eventually, I will let everyone else I love know the truth...

This isn't to address my hiatus or make everyone realize I'm back. I just wanted to let my TT family and friends in on what's happened. It's important that I cue you all in, and who knows others might be in a similar position or know someone else who has been there, or not at all. First of all thank you to everyone's unconditional support and encouraging words over the past few years. I have recently been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa and am in the process of seeking professional help. As well as joining a sustained support group. I have been fighting the dancer stereotypes all my life. Especially the association that all dancers have or get eating disorders. I am here to say from experience, that my eating disorder was NOT entirely from being a dancer. The dance world is a vicious place and the teachers/choreographers can be nasty, but there are plenty who are indeed loving and inspiring. But the ballet world is an even tougher, grueling place. I feel a constant pressure to look the way I need to, and even one is thin, sometimes it's not enough. I have had fluctuating weight, loss of hair, a change in my menstruation (explains a lot), and extremely cold. After fighting this weight/appearance battle for six years, I have finally come forward to address my battle. I recently went in for a consultation and I'm looking for a change. I don't necessarily want to gain weight or lose any more, I just want to be in a healthy and happy mind set. I want to continue my dancing, but without the focus on my weight and shift it over to ME. Not the mirrors. I'm hoping to find a counselor or some sort of help that will help me fight through this difficult time. We all have a struggle, and this will be mine. I'm sorry if this isn't something to address on this site, but I wanted to share a snipbit of my story for anyone out there. I've missed you all, and I send to love to every one, whether I know you or not. I love you all. Embrace yourself and beauty comes in every shape, style, and form.

I'm sorry I didn't reply to these comments sooner! Things have gotten easier, and I've definitely tried to work in some lovely gen eds and of my own choices to ease the load. It's going to be tough, college is definitely not meant to be easy. Especially if I want to head on to graduate school, this is just the beginning. I send my love and support to all others in this boat. We can all do it!

So very true, a thank you wouldn't hurt once and awhile TPBM is in A LOT of pain.

So I have an Ob I regularly see and things are great. But I have been putting off the ever dreaded decision of going on birth control or not. As some of you ladies/gents know, I'm a serious athlete who pretty much gets paid to dance and look a certain way [which is fine with me]. I have had TERRIBLE cramps and heaviness for years, and I just have ignored the pain and dealt with it until now. It's getting to be unbearable. I've had an ultrasound and everything is normal, so I just have really heavy periods. So I'm getting ready to go back and discuss a birth control option to regulate and help with the flow [i'm not sexually active so it's strictly woman issues]. Before going in, I just wanted your opinions on whether or not two things: DOES birth control make you gain weight [i've heard yes and no but I wanted to ask you guys ] and second, from your own experience which works the best with the least/no weight gain? I just want some ideas when I go into the visit so I know what to rule out and keep away from. Sorry to bother you guys, but it's so important I know this! I unfortunately, cannot afford the weight gain. :] thanks! lil miss

Awh thank you admiral for your response! and I'm glad to know I'm not alone. us kiddies gotta stick together :] Deep breaths and we're both gonna pull through! I'm rooting for you as well, get those essays done baby wooo!

See that's the interesting thing it has nothing to do with the physical aspects or anything. I think I just haven't been in a relationship in ages so the idea of actually having to be faithful to oneperson or give them all my attention throws me off. I'm typically a free spirit, maybe it's the "tying down" thing. Even though he doesn't. either that or also I'm nervous to tell people, in particular my parents because a long time ago he was the biggest jerk and although that was eons ago, he is now the nicest person and definitely has done a complete 180

I've recently entered a relationship with a guy I've been friends with for four years. Things have gone beyond the friend level and now we're together. I'm really into him and visa versa, but deep in the pit of my stomach I'm getting terrible aches and pains. I'm not sure if it's the commitment issues striking back, or nerves. But I feel like I made a bad decision. Not because I don't like him, but my stomach is hurting beyond belief. Stress maybe? How do you men and women cope with entering a new relationship in this manner deal? For anyone who's felt this way, is that normal?

false, I'm nocturnal :] tpbm is very thirsty.

I've never been stimulated with my just fingers. Need a toy too.

handcuffs.